All the Colors of the Dark
by Chris Whitaker
Contents
Chapter 107
Overview
After revisiting a crime scene tied to Patch's abduction, Saint comes home to Jimmy and is forced to confront what he represents: safety, steadiness, and a conventional future. Norma reveals that Jimmy has asked to marry Saint and strongly encourages the match, arguing that kindness and respect matter more than passion.
The chapter sharpens Saint's emotional conflict by making clear that Jimmy is a good man, yet not the man she still measures others against. That tension between ordinary security and her unresolved bond to Patch becomes the chapter's central turn.
Summary
After working late and taking a call from Harkness, Saint rides to a burned-out car on old Eastern Avenue, near the place where Patch was abducted. Standing there with her flashlight on the dirt, she is pulled back toward the old violence and the unresolved search that still shapes her life.
When Saint gets home, she finds Jimmy Walters asleep on her grandmother Norma's porch swing, covered with his jacket. Seeing him makes Saint think back over their relationship after the missed prom: Jimmy's mother's approval, his tidy, sheltered home, and Jimmy's steady, dutiful nature. In Saint's mind, Jimmy represents an ordinary, tended kind of man, while Patch remains the untamed exception.
Saint also remembers her growing sexual frustration with Jimmy. When Saint tried to push their relationship further, Jimmy pulled away, and later he told her plainly that he did not believe in sex before marriage. His religious conviction and desire for a conventional life make clear what kind of future he wants.
At breakfast, Norma tells Saint that Jimmy came the night before to ask for Saint's hand. Their conversation widens into questions of sin, judgment, and the kind of person Jimmy is. While Saint is distracted by the suffering she sees in her police work, Norma argues that some people harm others and some lift others up, and that Jimmy belongs to the second kind.
Norma then reminds Saint that when Saint once ran into the woods with her grandfather's gun, Jimmy told Chief Nix where she had gone. Because Jimmy acted, Saint was found and Ivy got her son back. Norma insists Saint does not owe Jimmy, but she believes fate has made him part of Saint's life and tells Saint that respect and kindness matter more than romantic love in marriage.
By the end of the conversation, Saint is in tears. She admits that Jimmy is a good man, but says he is not someone else she still carries in her heart. Norma understands without needing Saint to say Patch's name, leaving Saint caught between safety and the love she cannot replace.
Who Appears
- SaintReflects on Jimmy, Patch, and her future after a late-night investigation and marriage talk with Norma.
- Jimmy WaltersSaint's devoted, religious boyfriend; waits for her and has asked Norma for Saint's hand.
- NormaSaint's grandmother; counsels her on fate, marriage, and Jimmy's kindness and reliability.
- PatchSaint's enduring emotional benchmark; his absence defines why Jimmy cannot fully replace him.