All the Colors of the Dark
by Chris Whitaker
Contents
Chapter 142
Overview
Misty and Patch share a quiet, intimate conversation that reaffirms they once loved each other and shows how much of their connection survives beneath years of damage. Patch opens up about the brutality of prison, his grief for Grace, and the loss of his desire to paint, revealing how deeply the past has hollowed him out. By the end, Misty pushes Patch toward a concrete next step in the search for Callie: returning to Thurley State Park, a place tied to Saint’s long-running suspicions.
Summary
Misty buys a bottle of wine from Green’s, and she and Patch walk up the hill above Monta Clare. Sitting together in the grass, they look out over the town and the dark mountains while meteor showers pass overhead, creating a quiet setting for a difficult conversation.
Misty asks Patch to confirm that, despite how much time has passed and everything that went wrong, they once truly loved each other. Patch reassures Misty that they did. The exchange reopens their old bond, and Patch comforts Misty when she shivers, showing a tenderness that still remains between them.
Misty then asks about Patch’s life, and Patch finally tells her in detail about his years after prison began. He explains how he was shot during a bank robbery, entered prison facing a twelve-year sentence, and survived partly because a powerful guard intervened early. Patch describes the bleak routine of prison life, including suicide watches, blood being cleaned from the floors, crowded bathrooms, industrial laundry work, and the numbing repetition that reduced food and time to mere survival.
Patch also explains how grief shaped those years. In the first years of imprisonment, Patch mourned Grace by reading the books she had loved, but when the lights went out at night, Grace, Saint, and Misty were the people he missed most. When Misty asks whether he painted, Patch admits that he stopped because he had lost his reason to paint after Grace was gone.
Finally, Patch returns to the unresolved mystery of Callie. He says he still cannot picture what happened between Dr. Tooms and Callie, but he knows Saint repeatedly brought search dogs to Thurley State Park and kept returning there. Patch confesses that he both wants and fears going to the park, and Misty answers decisively that they should go together, turning his uncertainty into a plan.
Who Appears
- PatchRecounts prison, mourns Grace, admits he stopped painting, and resolves to face Thurley State Park.
- MistyReconnects with Patch, asks for confirmation of their past love, and pushes him toward action.
- GraceAbsent but central to Patch’s grief; her loss explains his emotional collapse and silence.
- SaintRemembered through Patch’s longing and her repeated searches at Thurley State Park for Callie.
- Dr. ToomsReferenced as the unresolved figure in Patch’s inability to understand what happened to Callie.