All the Colors of the Dark
by Chris Whitaker
Contents
Chapter 100
Overview
After leaving Monta Clare, Patch spends ten months drifting across the country in search of Grace, meeting families of missing girls and painting memorial portraits that Sammy displays back home. The chapter shows how his search becomes both a vocation and an obsession, sustained by grief, guilt, and scraps of hope. When his money runs out, Patch crosses a moral line by robbing a Tucson bank with an unloaded gun, yet he gives almost all of the money to a missing-persons charity and keeps moving toward the next lead.
Summary
Patch stands in line at a Tucson bank after nearly ten months on the road. As he waits, he thinks back to leaving Monta Clare before sunrise with almost nothing, driving west through the Midwest and Great Plains with Grace still fixed in his mind. Early in the journey, he meets Drew and Sally, whose daughter Anna May disappeared years earlier; after realizing Anna May is not Grace, Patch still paints her portrait and arranges for Sammy to display it so she will not be forgotten.
Patch keeps moving from lead to lead, living cheaply out of his car and spending nearly all of his money on gas. He sleeps in the car, eats little, washes in diner bathrooms, and mails his finished paintings to Sammy. In Texas he follows archived cases, sees the ocean for the first time, and spends weeks painting Lucy Williams and Ellen Hernandez on a beach before sending those works on as well. His travels bring brief moments of wonder, but each new place also renews his grief and his belief that he will keep chasing Callie until he dies unless he learns what happened to her.
As the months pass, Patch travels through more states and meets many families of missing girls. Some families resist reopening old pain, while others cling to hope that his search for Grace might somehow lead to their daughters. He works temporarily on farms, studies old newspaper archives, follows weak similarities in photographs, and tests every possibility, even while doubting his own sanity because Grace remains more idea than certainty. The search hardens into a disciplined routine of travel, exercise, and relentless pursuit.
Eventually Patch runs short of money and calls Sammy, who complains about bad business at the gallery and recession-era strain. With no other way to keep going, Patch walks up to the bank counter, pulls an unloaded gun, and calmly orders the teller to fill his bag. He apologizes to the teller, takes the money, and leaves without resistance or pursuit. The next day the teller exaggerates the threat in the newspaper, but by then Patch is already heading toward another lead in Utah, having donated all but a few hundred dollars of the stolen cash to the Destiny Missing Persons charity.
Who Appears
- PatchLeaves Monta Clare, spends months chasing Grace, paints missing girls, then robs a bank to keep searching.
- SammyGallery owner who displays Patch’s paintings and later complains about recession when Patch calls for help.
- GraceAbsent missing girl whose possible traces drive Patch’s relentless national search.
- DrewFather of missing Anna May; meets Patch in Kansas and shares his daughter’s photograph.
- SallyAnna May’s mother; reluctantly gives Patch a treasured photo and asks that the painting be seen.
- Anna MayLong-missing girl Patch paints after meeting her parents, though he knows she is not Grace.
- Bank tellerTucson bank employee whom Patch robs at gunpoint and who later inflates the story in the press.