The Impossible Fortune
by Richard Osman
Contents
Chapter 38
Overview
Alone and humiliated, Lord Townes reflects on a lifetime of privilege, passivity, and failure until self-disgust hardens into resolve. Recalling his family motto, "kill or be killed," he decides to stop waiting for rescue and reveals that he has already contacted the Compound. The chapter marks a dangerous turning point: Robert shifts from decaying bystander to active participant, suggesting he may now escalate the wider conflict around Nick, Holly, and the hidden fortune.
Summary
Lord Townes sits alone with an empty diary and no calls coming in, dwelling on how useless and irrelevant he has become. He thinks of Holly Lewis and Nick Silver being the last people to seek his help and sees their fate as proof that everything around him has gone wrong.
His thoughts turn inward as he judges his whole life a failure built on ease rather than merit. Robert remembers his privileged education, his Oxford place, and his banking career, and concludes that he was never especially capable, only protected by wealth and status until that protection ran out.
Seeing himself now in a decaying house, embarrassed by how Elizabeth and Joyce must have viewed him during their visit, Robert reflects on his loneliness and inadequacy. He compares himself unfavorably to ordinary people who seem better able to live, adapt, and connect, and he decides that he has simply outlived his luck.
That self-pity turns into resolve when Robert studies the family crest and recalls a stern lesson from his father before school: the motto Aut neca aut necare, kill or be killed. A memory he once dismissed begins to feel like practical advice, and Robert decides that waiting passively will only destroy him.
Because of that shift, Robert reveals that he called the Compound the previous day. With a meeting apparently set for Wednesday morning, he chooses to step forward instead of aside, believing for the first time since Holly and Nick visited that he is back in control of his situation.
Who Appears
- Robert TownesIsolated aristocrat who rejects passivity, calls the Compound, and resolves to fight for control.
- ElizabethRecent visitor whose impression of Robert deepens his shame and sense of decline.
- JoyceRecent visitor whose presence makes Robert confront his appearance and loneliness.
- Robert's fatherRemembered as cruel and forceful; his family motto drives Robert's new decision.