Chapter Twenty-Eight: Four Years Earlier

Contains spoilers

Overview

Damian, long presumed dead, meets Amanda in her small Tooting flat and reveals he faked his death due to alleged dangerous debts. He claims he had no choice and asks to stay with her for a short time, saying a vindictive ex and a heart condition have driven him back. Amanda, devastated and angry, challenges his story but does not throw him out. Damian manipulates with remorse and future promises, laying groundwork to re-enter her life.

Summary

In Amanda’s tiny kitchen, Damian—narrating—accepts tea while she stares, stunned to see a man she believed dead. He notes how much older Amanda looks and reflects on how he has moved around London since pretending to die in a Philippines water sports accident years ago.

Amanda unloads years of pain: she raised their sons alone, managed crushing debts he left, and lost her business and status. She admits she sometimes suspected he faked his death but could not believe he would abandon their sons, only to face the truth that he did.

Damian performs contrition and presents a justification. He claims that after a near-miss on a lucrative design project in 2002, he invested in what proved to be a Ponzi scheme. To cover the loss, he took a predatory loan that ballooned to half a million pounds, and “they” threatened him, Amanda, and the boys. He insists faking his death was the only way to protect them.

Amanda rejects the notion they were better off, saying they could have faced it together. Damian shrugs off altering the past and asks for help now: he needs a place to stay for a few weeks. He says he has long known where she lives and has been watching her and their sons, Sam and Joel, from afar.

Pressed on where he has been, Damian claims he lived with another woman outside London but left because she is stalking him, trying to kill him, and locked him out of accounts. He adds he has a serious heart condition and a new consultant at St. George’s, making Amanda’s flat convenient. He says he burned identifying items and that the woman does not know his real name or past.

Amanda, overwhelmed, says she wants never to feel the devastation of his “death” again. Damian promises those days are over, suggests he can be back in her life, and even hints at rekindling their relationship. Amanda does not consent explicitly, but her body language and his confidence imply he believes she will let him stay.

Who Appears

  • Damian
    Amanda’s presumed-dead husband; reveals he faked his death, cites predatory debts and threats, asks to stay, claims an ex is stalking him and that he has a heart condition.
  • Amanda
    Damian’s widow; confronts him about abandonment, debts, and loss, expresses suspicion and grief, and hesitates but does not expel him.
  • Sam
    son of Damian and Amanda; discussed as an adult now, resembles Damian.
  • Joel
    son of Damian and Amanda; discussed as an adult now.
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