Chapter Forty-Two: Four Years Earlier

Contains spoilers

Overview

Four years earlier, the narrator (operating as Al/Jonathan) leveraged £5,000 from Amanda’s sister to fund a luxury getaway with Martha under the cover of a fake hospital treatment. During the Cotswolds trip, he lied about securing a high-paying hospitality job and used the moment to propose moving in with Martha, which she eagerly embraced. The chapter details his manipulative mindset toward Amanda and Tara, contrasts it with his infatuation with Martha, and shows him closing in on cohabitation as a strategic next step.

Summary

The narrator recounted that Amanda’s sister, Bella, gave Amanda £5,000 as a gift with no expectation of repayment. He noted Amanda’s honesty in passing the full amount to him and reflected on how he had learned to manipulate women by testing and exploiting Amanda’s devotion. He contrasted Amanda with Tara, admitting he failed to fully breach Tara’s defenses because Tara’s daughter kept pulling her away.

He described his connection with Martha as surpassing anything before. Using Amanda’s money, he booked a three-night boutique hotel stay in the Cotswolds, timing it with a fabricated “hospital treatment” so he could plausibly be unreachable. Amanda saw him off, tenderly offering a homemade packed lunch for his supposed train journey, while he actually walked to his Tesla, which he had kept parked and charging nearby.

He collected Martha at St. Pancras. Martha was effusive and affectionate, saying the trip had sustained her through the week. As they drove in the sun, he told Martha he had a new job as “Director of client liaison for a hospitality training company,” citing a real listing he had applied for but never interviewed for, thereby implying he had the role. Martha congratulated him but worried about how their schedules would mesh.

Seizing the opening, he raised the idea of living together. Over cocktails at the hotel, he elaborated that his supposed job would involve travel and last-minute nights away, framing cohabitation as the solution. Martha, glowing and receptive, considered the logistics—her sons and her shop—and said the boys knew him and seemed fine, even joking about her double basins. She confessed she missed him when apart.

He reassured Martha that he felt even more strongly, intensifying the romantic atmosphere. Despite the strong physical pull between them, they deferred going upstairs because of a deposit on their six-course dinner. The scene ended with him declaring their future together would be “amazing,” and Martha trusting his certainty.

Who Appears

  • Jonathan Truscott / Al
    narrator using aliases; manipulates Amanda for money, lies about a new job, and proposes cohabitation with Martha.
  • Amanda
    former partner/supporter; sees him off, gives him a packed lunch; her sister’s £5,000 funds his trip with Martha.
  • Bella
    Amanda’s sister; provides £5,000 as a gift (new).
  • Tara
    past partner; resisted his manipulation due to her daughter; recently kicked him out (discussed).
  • Martha
    current partner; meets him for a Cotswolds getaway, responds warmly to the idea of living together, and is emotionally invested.
  • Martha’s ex
    watches their children and dog during the trip (mentioned).
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