Chapter Nineteen: Four Years Earlier

Contains spoilers

Overview

Four years earlier, Jonathan Truscott bought a Tesla on impulse to impress Martha and her sons, despite having no means to pay for it. After a tender goodbye to Martha and planning a fancy date, Jonathan returned to his wife Tara and spun an elaborate story about a breakdown and borrowing the car. Tara, unconvinced and exhausted by his behavior, ultimately told Jonathan to leave.

Summary

Jonathan narrated that he did not truly work as a hospitality training director and instead relied on sporadic, under-the-radar jobs. Facing a serious financial hole, he impulsively bought a £25,000 Tesla during a visit to Martha and her sons, Troy and Jonah, at a used-car dealership near their home. He hid the purchase details from them by letting the salesman address him as “Mr. Truscott” out of earshot. He noted that Troy was impressed while Jonah remained wary, and he logged Jonah’s discomfort at a gendered joke for future manipulation.

Outside Martha’s cottage, Jonathan extended his stay beyond plan, enjoying her domestic warmth and arranging a glamorous dinner for the following Wednesday, promising a car pickup and a surprise venue. He admitted to himself that he craved Martha’s bohemian life yet had to manage his wife and the unpaid car.

Jonathan returned home two hours later, anxious about Tara’s reaction. Seeing Tara at the window, he staged contrition with flowers and adopted a posher accent for her. Inside, he prepared drinks and performed distress, claiming he had been spiraling from work stress and police issues, had driven aimlessly for three days with his phone off, and feared losing Tara.

When Tara questioned the unexplained disappearance and the car, Jonathan lied that the Tesla belonged to a work friend who had lent it to him. He pressed a fantasy of escaping their life: selling the house, cashing savings, and starting over in a simpler place. He framed it as a plea for help from burnout, pushing to sever ties and move away together.

Tara, about to become a grandmother and deeply rooted in her community and job, rejected the idea. She challenged Jonathan’s opaque finances and the mismatch between his long hours and their money issues. Despite a brief flicker of pity, her resolve returned.

When Jonathan asked what would make her happy, Tara answered clearly that she wanted him to leave. The conversation ended with her decisive request, signaling a rupture in their marriage despite Jonathan’s manipulative performance.

Who Appears

  • Jonathan Truscott
    narrator; deceives multiple women; impulsively buys a Tesla to impress Martha; lies to Tara about a breakdown and the car; is told to leave.
  • Martha
    Jonathan’s lover; shares a warm domestic scene; agrees to a future dinner date.
  • Troy
    Martha’s older son; impressed by the Tesla and warms to Jonathan.
  • Jonah
    Martha’s younger son; wary of Jonathan and uneasy about his joke.
  • Tara
    Jonathan’s wife; skeptical of his stories, questions finances, refuses his plan to run away, and asks him to leave.
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