Chapter Thirty-Four: Four Years Earlier

Contains spoilers

Overview

Jonathan, using the name Nick Radcliffe, reeled from Emma’s confrontation and clung to a failing plan to co-invest in a Mayfair wine bar. When his prospective partner Luke Berner withdrew support due to doubts about Jonathan’s identity and finances, Jonathan’s rage spiked. Desperate for money to impress Martha and keep his schemes alive, he manipulated Amanda with a fabricated medical crisis to extract funds.

Summary

Jonathan wandered Mayfair unsettled after Emma, Tara’s daughter, confronted him and swayed Tara to her side. He fixated on retaliatory thoughts while acknowledging his precarious, improvisational existence, now reduced to sleeping on a sofa in Tooting after failing to secure Tara’s money.

Turning onto Curzon Street, Jonathan took solace in an empty retail unit he and would-be partner Luke Berner planned to convert into a glamorous wine bar. He fantasized about public success and showing the venue to Martha, whose admiration he craved. He recalled telling Luke he had £500,000 coming from a “sale of an asset,” actually the hoped-for proceeds from selling Tara’s house.

Jonathan arrived at Luke’s office and performed confidence, claiming a cash buyer would soon free his funds. Luke pressed about gaps in Jonathan’s résumé. Jonathan admitted using pseudonyms, including “Nick Radcliffe,” and claimed it was for safety, with different names across bank accounts and passports. Luke disclosed another investor, Jensen de Witt, was ready to fund but distrusted Jonathan; citing the opaque CV and missing funds, Luke withdrew Jonathan from the deal. Jonathan masked his anger, joked on departure, and refused to reveal his “real name.”

Outside, Jonathan vented his fury against a wall, then longed to see Martha but recognized he needed money first to maintain the illusion of success. He decided to get it from Amanda.

When Amanda came home, she asked about his supposed hospital appointment. Jonathan claimed bad news about his heart and an imminent week-long treatment in a northern hospital, requiring costly train travel and occasional hotels, and asked her for £800 (or £500). He pressed her for credit, overdraft, or even borrowing from her working sons.

As Amanda questioned the treatment, Jonathan escalated, describing experimental “laser” therapy and dramatizing symptoms—breathlessness, fatigue, and pain—to trigger her concern. Playing on her residual love, he asked for water and to lie down. Amanda’s skepticism softened into worry and affection, and she agreed to try to find the money.

Who Appears

  • Jonathan Truscott
    narrator; using the alias Nick Radcliffe; failed to secure investment for a wine bar, then manipulated Amanda with a false medical crisis to obtain money.
  • Emma
    Tara’s daughter; her confrontation deeply unsettled Jonathan and disrupted his plans.
  • Martha
    Jonathan’s lover; absent this chapter but central to Jonathan’s fantasies and spending plans.
  • Tara
    Jonathan’s estranged wife; referenced as the source of the “asset” he intended to liquidate.
  • Luke Berner
    new; prospective business partner for the Mayfair wine bar who withdrew support due to doubts about Jonathan.
  • Jensen de Witt
    new; outside investor mentioned by Luke who distrusted Jonathan and was willing to fund the deal instead.
  • Amanda
    Jonathan’s former partner; he stayed with her and successfully manipulated her into promising to find money for his supposed treatment.
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