Chapter Ten: Four Years Earlier
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An unnamed husband narrates a flashback from four years earlier, revealing his predatory impulses, manipulative tactics with his wife, and an ongoing affair with a woman named Martha. He cancels a planned drinks party under a false work pretext to free a weekend for the affair, showcasing how he compartmentalizes his life and controls the women around him.
Summary
The narrator describes following a young woman from the train station, deliberately frightening her to excite himself. He returns home aroused and has sex with his wife, performing tenderness while secretly objectifying the stranger he followed. When his wife asks what prompted the intimacy, he offers a flattering lie.
Over dinner, he carefully stage-manages the atmosphere—helping cook, pouring wine, and charming his wife—before announcing that he must miss their upcoming drinks party for a supposed work trip to Edinburgh. His wife is upset, having already ordered canapés, but he deploys emotional manipulation: feigned sorrow, talk of a brighter future, and the need for a plan to improve their life. She relents and agrees to cancel the event.
He reflects on their marriage: they wed three years prior after six months of dating, with minimal family support. He notes his wife’s adult children, Emma and an unnamed son, dislike him, and he does not care. He emphasizes how completely his wife trusts him, sharing passwords and access, while he withholds parts of his life, insisting secrecy is necessary to “give women what they want.”
Leaving his wife to cancel the party, he goes upstairs, retrieves a hidden second phone from a compartment in his late father’s doctor’s bag, and messages his lover. He confirms availability for the upcoming weekend and soon receives an eager reply from “M,” identified as Martha, who says she will meet him Thursday at their usual place and that her children will be with her ex until Sunday.
He luxuriates in his control over Martha, contrasting her attractiveness, independence, and lifestyle with his wife’s. He interprets Martha’s quick responses, grooming, and nervousness around him as signs of need and addiction to his attention. He believes he has awakened a dependency in her through gifts, style, and intense focus. He ends by sending a rose emoji and thinking, with anticipation, of seeing “beautiful Martha” on Thursday.
Who Appears
- Unnamed husband
first-person narrator; manipulative, predatory, married, and conducting an affair; lies about a work trip and maintains a secret phone.
- Tara
the narrator’s wife; trusts him completely, cancels a planned drinks party at his request; mother of Emma and an unnamed son.
- Martha
new; the narrator’s lover; a divorced mother in Kent who plans to meet him Thursday; eager and responsive.
- Emma
Tara’s adult daughter; pregnant and distrustful of the narrator.
- Fleur
Tara’s former best friend; served as matron of honor at the wedding; current status unknown.