Don't Let Him In
by Lisa Jewell
Contents
Chapter Two
Overview
Ash returns to the kitchen after receiving condolence flowers and joins her family and close friend following Paddy Swann’s funeral. The chapter recounts Paddy’s sunny personality and sudden death two weeks earlier, when he was drunk and pushed under a train by a stranger, Joe Kritner. The family share wry memories amid grief, paging through a photo album. The scene closes with Ash confronting the void Paddy leaves and the question of how to end the day.
Summary
Ash accepts a bouquet from a delivery driver, brings it to the kitchen, and rejoins a family gathering: Nina Swann (Ash’s mother), Arlo (Ash’s brother), Ash’s grandmother, uncle, aunt, three cousins, and Ash’s best friend, Ella, sit around a messy table after the funeral. The mood is brittle yet relieved, as if the hardest part of the day has passed. Nina asks about the flowers; Ash reads the card: they are from “The Tanners,” whom no one recognizes. With vases exhausted, Ash wedges the new bouquet into an already-filled vase and sits down as Ella tops up her wine.
As the group drinks, Ash reflects on her father, Paddy Swann, who loved sunshine, pursued it obsessively, and organized his life and home around it. The irony of a sunless funeral day sharpens Ash’s grief; she dismisses magical thinking that the dead can influence the weather. Paddy was fifty-four.
Ash states the stark facts of his death: two weeks earlier, while very drunk after a restaurant opening in Soho, Paddy was pushed onto the train tracks by a stranger named Joe Kritner and killed by an oncoming train. She notes the collateral trauma to the train driver, witnesses, and paramedics. The blunt recitation underscores the randomness and violence of the act.
There is a photo album on the table that Ash and Arlo compiled, with empty pages for guests’ contributions. Ash opens to a mid-1990s image of Paddy at a festival and asks Nina where it was; Nina identifies Glastonbury, recalling acts like Oasis, Pulp, and The Cure, oppressive heat, and heavy partying with friends Lena and Johnny. The family exchanges knowing smiles about Paddy’s appetites for alcohol, drugs, music, and social life.
Ash frames Paddy as uncomplicated and joyful, contrasting him with the “very complicated” stranger who killed him. The family’s noisy presence is pierced by the absence of Paddy’s voice and physicality, and by the reality that life will proceed without him.
Overwhelmed, Ash slams the album shut, drains her wine, and silently wonders how the family will mark the end of this day and begin whatever comes next.
Who Appears
- Ashnarrator/daughter of Paddy and Nina; receives condolence flowers, reflects on Paddy’s life and death.
- Nina SwannAsh’s mother and Paddy’s widow; tired and grieving, asks about the flowers, recalls Glastonbury.
- ArloAsh’s brother; helps assemble the photo album, makes a wry comment about Paddy’s partying.
- Paddy Swanndeceased father; remembered for his love of sun, music, partying; died after being pushed under a train.
- EllaAsh’s best friend; present at the table, pours Ash wine.
- GrandmotherPaddy or Nina’s mother; present at the gathering.
- Unclefamily member present.
- Auntfamily member present.
- Three cousinsfamily members present.
- Joe Kritnernew; the stranger who pushed Paddy onto the tracks, causing his death.
- The Tannersnew; unknown senders of condolence flowers.
- Lena and Johnnynew; friends remembered from Glastonbury with Nina and Paddy; mentioned only.