32. Of Three Minds
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Adolin and Zu confirm a Tukari caravan is shadowing their party as Stormlight dwindles. Adolin debates how to approach the honorspren, discarding bribes and considering appeals or surprise. Shallan withdraws while Veil explains her trauma and identity fears to Adolin, who promises support. Suspicion of Beryl as the spy begins to waver.
Summary
On an obsidian rise, Zu points out a Tukari caravan that continues to trail the group. Adolin notes their Stormlight is nearly gone and opts not to confront the twenty pursuers, recalling Notum’s guidance that the Tukari may legally use the road. He organizes the march, checks on Maya riding the midnight stallion Gallant, then returns to the column.
Shallan, juggling Veil and Radiant, shadows Beryl under the pretense of Lightweaving lessons. Beryl struggles to create anything beyond self-illusions, while Veil privately admires her composure and questions whether Beryl is really the spy. The trio debates Mraize’s possible misdirection and resolves that only hard proof will suffice. Exhausted, Shallan lets Veil take point.
Adolin pulls Veil aside to strategize for Lasting Integrity. He rejects lavish gifts as potential bribes and weighs abject pleas versus rational arguments. Radiant favors reasoned appeals and notes the honorspren’s isolation as a logical stance, while Adolin worries they have rehearsed every argument for millennia and that standard letters will fail.
Realizing they need surprise or exceptional delivery, Adolin asks to speak with Shallan. Radiant reports Shallan is retreating and “tired,” heightening Adolin’s concern that something is wrong despite earlier improvement during the voyage.
Veil explains Shallan’s trauma, her fear that the persona others love is false, and the belief that a hidden “monster” is her true self who will drive people away. Adolin listens, promises unconditional support, and asserts she need not face this alone. Veil believes him, ending with hope that Shallan can accept she is not alone.
Who Appears
- Adolin Kholin
Leader of the expedition; spots Tukari tail, reassesses honorspren strategy, and seeks to help Shallan.
- Veil
Shallan’s persona; investigates Beryl, debates tactics with Adolin, and candidly explains Shallan’s fears.
- Radiant
Shallan’s persona; favors rational appeals to honorspren and reports Shallan’s withdrawal.
- Shallan Davar
Withdraws under strain; fears her core self is monstrous and that loved ones will reject her.
- Beryl
Lightweaver under suspicion; struggles with Lightweaving beyond self-illusion, prompting renewed doubt of her guilt.
- Zu
Stoneward scout; confirms Tukari pursuit and jokes about confronting them despite dwindling Stormlight.
- Ua’pam
Companion who cautions Zu against rash action as the group breaks camp.
- Notum
Honorspren contact ahead on the road; advises that the Tukari presence isn’t illegal.
- Maya
Deadeye spren traveling with the group; rides gently on Gallant under Adolin’s care.
- Gallant
Midnight stallion; carries Maya carefully during the Shadesmar march.