Chapter 22
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Scarlett completes the BDSM checklist, but Lukas repeatedly cancels meeting until a late library rendezvous. There, he asks about her past to understand triggers, and she discloses her abusive father and a no-degradation limit. They exchange lists, affirm trust, and Lukas kisses Scarlett, signaling their dynamic is moving forward.
Summary
Scarlett spends two days completing Lukas’s BDSM checklist, using it to confront her desires and the limits shaped by her past. She texts Lukas that she’s done, but he repeatedly cancels their meetings and even skips their session with Zach and Dr. Smith, leaving her uncertain and tense.
After a hard practice, Scarlett confides to Pen that she’s working on visualization exercises to rewire her fear of inward dives. Pen responds with quiet support and shares excitement about a dinner date with “Hot Teacher,” affirming that breaking up with Lukas was right for her. Scarlett withholds news about Lukas, wary of speaking too soon.
Lukas finally texts and asks Scarlett to meet at Green Library. He looks exhausted but pleased to see her, and they take a glass-walled study room to talk privately, avoiding his roommates’ ears.
Before reviewing the lists, Lukas asks about Scarlett’s father to better understand her triggers. Scarlett explains years of escalating control and abuse, how Barb rescued her, and how that history shapes her boundaries. She is clear that degradation is a hard no. Lukas reassures her that he won’t demean her, meeting her gaze and promising respect.
They place their folded lists on the table. Lukas reads hers while Scarlett hesitates to pick up his, overwhelmed by anxiety about measuring up. After he finishes, Lukas steps forward, pins her gently against the wall, and kisses her—an unambiguous move that affirms consent, chemistry, and a step toward their negotiated dynamic.
Who Appears
- Scarlett Vandermeer
Completes the BDSM checklist, discusses inward-dive therapy, reveals her abusive father, sets a no-degradation limit, and kisses Lukas.
- Lukas Blomqvist
Cancels meetings, then meets Scarlett at the library, asks about her past to avoid triggers, promises no demeaning, reads her list, and kisses her.
- Pen
Supports Scarlett’s visualization work and excitedly pursues a date with Hot Teacher, affirming her breakup with Lukas.
- Dr. Smith
Leads a cancer biology session; notes Lukas’s absence for captain duties.
- Zach
Project partner whose planned meeting Lukas skips.
- Barb
Scarlett’s stepmother who left the abusive father, secured custody, and got them into therapy.
- Scarlett’s father
Abusive, controlling figure; source of Scarlett’s triggers and her hard boundary against degradation.