Chapter 20

Contains spoilers

Overview

At the twins’ party, Scarlett feels out of place and is rattled by a C on her German test after the MCAT. Lukas seeks her out; their candid, charged exchange confirms mutual attraction and his insistence on enthusiastic consent. He offers a choice: end it or negotiate. After hesitating, Scarlett emails to proceed, setting their dynamic in motion.

Summary

Scarlett arrives at the Shapiros’ birthday party with Pen, feeling exposed and out of her depth. Retreating upstairs, she checks her phone and finds a C on her latest German test, worsening her post-MCAT exhaustion and sense of unraveling.

Lukas finds Scarlett in a quiet room. After brief small talk, Scarlett asks why he touched her earlier in the week. Lukas says she seemed touch-starved and lonely, clarifies he wants only enthusiastic consent, and bluntly notes her attraction. He denies any game or revenge on Pen, and accurately describes Scarlett’s need for control and current unraveling, acknowledging her kink.

The intimacy escalates when Lukas cups Scarlett’s face and slides his thumb into her mouth, then stops and steps back. He offers two clear options: say nothing and revert to professional distance, or choose to meet and negotiate terms. Scarlett is overwhelmed and stays silent; Lukas leaves as promised.

Back downstairs, the party shifts to a playful choreographed dance. Watching Lukas laugh with friends intensifies Scarlett’s hunger. She reconsiders and replies to his old email with, 'When and where?' Lukas sees the message, meets her eyes, and nods, and Scarlett finally smiles, having chosen to move forward.

Who Appears

  • Scarlett
    Protagonist; overwhelmed at a party, rattled by a German C, confronts desire, then chooses to negotiate.
  • Lukas Blomqvist
    Swimmer; seeks Scarlett out, acknowledges mutual attraction, insists on consent, offers negotiation or silence.
  • Pen
    Friend and Lukas’s ex; brings Scarlett to the party, protective presence during festivities.
  • Kyle
    Teammate host figure; greets Scarlett, coins a nickname, hands her a beer.
  • Bree
    Birthday twin; happy Scarlett came, excited for the choreographed dance.
  • Hasan
    Lukas’s friend; chats and jokes with Lukas during the party.
  • Rachel
    Teammate on the couch; chats with Pen near Lukas.
  • Devin
    Performs the birthday choreography; comic relief amid party antics.
  • Dale
    Co-performer of the dance; announces the surprise routine.
  • Bella
    Birthday twin; celebrated alongside Bree, disappointed Victoria won’t attend.
  • Herr Karl-Heinz
    German instructor; posts test results, and Scarlett’s C undermines her confidence.
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