Powerless
by Lauren Roberts
Contents
Chapter 44
Overview
Kai reveals crucial hidden truths about the second Trial: Paedyn deliberately gave him Ace to kill, and Kai secretly saved Paedyn by redirecting Blair’s fatal attack onto Braxton. In the aftermath, the king makes his expectations brutally clear, warning Kai not to let Paedyn win again. Kai’s argument with Kitt exposes the depth of the king’s cruelty and marks a turning point in Kai’s growing refusal to accept his father’s control.
Summary
Three days after the second Trial, Kai reflects on the public replay of the mountain fight and feels newly clear-headed because Ace is dead. He dwells on the fact that Paedyn knowingly left Ace to him, giving Kai the chance to take revenge for Ace nearly killing both Jax and Paedyn. Kai’s thoughts also reveal that during the Trial he secretly used Blair’s power to redirect a deadly branch away from Paedyn, causing Braxton to be killed instead.
Kai admits that killing does not disturb him; instead, it makes him feel more alive. Even so, Paedyn’s mercy and trust affect him more deeply than violence does, because Kai wants to be worthy of her. To avoid thinking too much about those feelings, Kai spends the following days exhausting himself in physical training and in sessions with Damion, the king’s Silencer, using pain and effort as distraction.
Later, Kai sits with the king and Kitt in the king’s study while they discuss guard matters, the Resistance, and the Trials. The king focuses on Paedyn’s victory and makes clear that he sees it as unacceptable for a “Slummer” to win. When Kai says Paedyn won fairly, the king turns the conversation into a warning, reminding Kai that Kai is expected to win the Trials and threatening consequences if he fails.
Kai leaves the study furious, but Kitt follows and challenges Kai’s behavior. Kitt tries to defend the king by arguing that the king’s harsh treatment has a purpose, which provokes Kai into describing the abuse he endured as a child, including being cut and forced to confront his fears until he became a weapon. After lashing out that the king shaped him into a monster for Kitt’s future benefit, Kai regains some control, tells Kitt he will serve him loyally, and warns Kitt that he must learn to think for himself instead of relying on the king.
Who Appears
- KaiReflects on Ace’s death, reveals he saved Paedyn during the Trial, and confronts Kitt about the king’s abuse.
- KittDefends the king after the meeting, then receives Kai’s blunt warning to think for himself.
- The kingPressures Kai to win the Trials and threatens him for allowing a Slummer like Paedyn to succeed.
- PaedynRemembered as the silver-haired winner who spared Ace for Kai and was secretly saved by him.
- AceDead rival whose execution by Kai fulfills Kai’s revenge after the mountain Trial.
- BlairUnwitting source of the attack Kai redirects away from Paedyn during the Trial replay.
- BraxtonContestant killed when Kai redirects Blair’s attack into him instead of Paedyn.
- DamionThe king’s Silencer, who trains Kai harshly during the three-day recovery period.
- JaxMentioned as one of the people Ace nearly killed, fueling Kai’s hatred.