Reckless
by Lauren Roberts
Contents
Chapter 16: Kai
Overview
Kai recaptures an injured Paedyn after realizing that her accusation is true: he was the one who killed her father years earlier. Forced into close quarters at an inn, the two stop fighting long enough for Kai to treat her wound and confess that he committed the murder as a coerced, ignorant child assassin.
The chapter deepens the bond and tension between them by replacing some of their mutual hatred with painful honesty. Kai’s admission reshapes their shared history, while Paedyn’s visible trauma and refusal to regret her choices keep the conflict between duty, guilt, and desire unresolved.
Summary
Kai searches Dor’s dark streets while bleeding from the wound Paedyn gave him. As he chases her, he replays her accusation that he killed her father five years earlier. Remembering his first mission and the house he later burned, Kai realizes she is right: the man he killed that night was Paedyn’s father, and he had not understood it until now.
When Kai spots Paedyn moving through an alley, he throws a knife and reopens the wound in her thigh, stopping her escape. He corners her as she weakens against a wall and takes the dagger from her boot. Although he insists on capturing her, Kai is disturbed by how exhausted and unstable she seems, and he admits to himself that he does not want her to stop fighting completely or die.
Kai brings Paedyn to a small inn, disguising her with a scarf so no one recognizes her silver hair. He rents a single room while his men remain outside in the city, planning to regroup in the morning. In the room, Paedyn taunts him, but the argument shifts when she bluntly says she does not regret killing the king or helping the Resistance, because she believed she was fighting for Ilya.
After fetching water, Kai returns to find Paedyn visibly shaken and fixated on the blood on her hands. Without pressing her to explain, he gets her to sit with him and helps clean and bandage her leg. His care is practical, but it also reveals that he recognizes her distress and cannot fully detach from it despite telling himself he should not care.
While tending the wound, Kai finally tells Paedyn that he did not know her father’s identity when he killed him. He explains that at fourteen he was forced into his first assassination by his father and that, for years, he was ordered to kill without being told who his targets were. Paedyn condemns that obedience, and Kai silently confronts his conflicted feelings about his dead father. The chapter ends with an uneasy, intimate pause: Paedyn takes the bed, Kai sleeps on the floor, and both settle into a fragile truce shaped by resentment, confession, and unresolved attraction.
Who Appears
- KaiRecaptures Paedyn, realizes he killed her father, and confesses his coerced first mission.
- PaedynInjured fugitive who resists capture, insists on her choices, and hears Kai’s confession.
- Kai's fatherDead former king whose brutal training forced Kai into blind obedience and assassination.
- King KittNew king whose orders keep Kai committed to taking Paedyn back alive.
- InnkeeperRents Kai and disguised Paedyn a small room without recognizing her.