Chapter 48: Paedyn

Contains spoilers

Overview

Paedyn wakes after the Trial in a locked room, numb with grief and spiraling into panic over Kai's apparent death. As she demands to confront King Kitt, the door is blasted open and Kai appears alive, revealing he was drugged and kept from the arena. They reunite, confess mutual love, and question who Paedyn actually killed in the Bowl if Kitt knew it was not Kai.

Summary

Paedyn sits in a bath stained with blood from the Trial, dissociated and empty while Ellie gently washes her. She notes her injuries have been healed but clings to the memory of Kai’s blood and death. When Ellie asks after her state, Paedyn admits she feels nothing and then anger, blaming King Kitt and demanding to see him. Ellie reveals the door is locked by Kitt’s order, and after Ellie leaves to get food, Paedyn suffers a claustrophobic panic attack, begging the guards to let her out.

As Paedyn breaks down on the floor, she hears a commotion outside: a familiar voice demanding entry. The door is blown from its hinges, and Kai appears alive, uninjured, and very much himself. They rush into each other’s arms, both crying. Paedyn struggles to reconcile his presence with what she witnessed in the arena.

Kai explains he was drugged the night before the Trial and locked in his room by Healers so he would sleep through it. The cheering from the Bowl woke him, and he fought the drug to reach the arena, but Imperials restrained him. He watched, horrified, as Paedyn fought someone who looked like him and believed she thought he was hurting her. Paedyn reassures him it was not his fault.

They share a tender reunion, confirming the reality of the moment. Paedyn confesses she feared losing him before ever saying she loved him. Kai declares his love first, calling Paedyn his inevitable “in death, and in love,” and she reciprocates fully. They kiss and cling to one another, both relieved and overwhelmed.

As the initial relief ebbs, Paedyn recalls that Kitt knew the fighter in the arena was not Kai. Staring at Kai’s unharmed chest, she voices the chilling question: if it was not Kai, then who did she kill during the Trial?

Who Appears

  • Paedyn
    protagonist; traumatized after the Trial, locked in a room by order of the king, reunites with Kai, confesses love, questions who she actually killed.
  • Kai (Malakai)
    Enforcer and Paedyn’s love; revealed alive, says he was drugged and restrained by Imperials during the Trial, witnesses the fight, reunites with Paedyn, declares love.
  • Ellie
    attendant/ally; tends to Paedyn after she wakes, conveys that Kitt ordered Paedyn confined, briefly leaves to get food.
  • King Kitt
    ruler; off-page but central to events; ordered Paedyn’s confinement and, according to Paedyn, knew the arena opponent was not Kai.
  • Imperials
    guards; enforce Paedyn’s confinement and previously restrained Kai at the arena; door is blown past them when Kai enters.
  • Healers
    palace medics; healed Paedyn’s wounds and, per Kai, drugged him and locked him in his room before the Trial.
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