Chapter 54: Paedyn

Contains spoilers

Overview

On the eve of her wedding to King Kitt, Paedyn endures a controlled, stifling day and a preview of the lavish ceremony before fleeing the castle in panic. She finds Kai beneath the willow tree, where they confront their love and choose to spend one final night together. They confess their love explicitly and make love in the rain, framing the moment as their private "forever" before Paedyn commits to marrying Kitt the next day.

Summary

Paedyn narrates her tightly managed final day before the wedding, chafing under constant oversight from Ellie and Lenny and performing ceremonial routines she dreads. Ellie dresses Paedyn in a navy gown with a corset, and Paedyn resolves to display her scar openly, imagining defying the late king by doing so. She releases Ellie to rest, then walks with Lenny, who asks a favor: once Paedyn is queen, he wants to be released from Imperial duty to see other lands. Paedyn agrees to discuss it later.

In the throne room, Paedyn and Kitt view the opulent floral decorations for the wedding. Overwhelmed by the reality of being bound to Kitt, Paedyn feels trapped and excuses herself, then physically flees the castle into the gardens as storm clouds gather.

Paedyn runs to the willow tree and finds Kai waiting on a blanket. The two acknowledge the imminence of her wedding and the distance between them in recent days. Kai says he cannot watch her marry Kitt; Paedyn asks him to have her "one last time" and to pretend they have a forever that night, stating that starting tomorrow she will give Kitt her life, but she gives Kai her heart.

Despite hesitation, Kai yields to Paedyn’s plea and the pair share an intense, consensual encounter. Kai undoes Paedyn’s corset after confirming her consent, and they exchange declarations of love. Paedyn removes his dagger to disarm the moment’s danger, and Kai vows that no part of her will go unloved.

As thunder and rain surround them under the willow, they make love, repeating that they love each other and calling one another "forever." Paedyn frames the night as their private eternity before she weds Kitt, concluding with the sense that their bond is both inevitable and destructive: "Forever my undoing."

Who Appears

  • Paedyn
    protagonist; overwhelmed by her impending wedding, agrees to consider Lenny’s request, flees the castle, and chooses to spend a final night with Kai, affirming mutual love.
  • Kai
    prince/love interest; meets Paedyn under the willow, initially resists but consents after Paedyn’s request, declares love, and makes love with her.
  • Kitt
    king/fiancé; shows Paedyn the wedding decorations, appears strained, is left behind when Paedyn asks for time alone.
  • Ellie
    attendant; dresses Paedyn in a navy gown and corset, offers reassurance, is sent to rest.
  • Lenny
    guard; escorts Paedyn and requests release from Imperial service when she becomes queen.
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