Chapter 32: Kai

Contains spoilers

Overview

Kai secretly climbs into Paedyn's room at night, and they share an intimate, vulnerable reunion. By morning, Queen Zailah finds them together and pointedly confronts Kai about his feelings for Paedyn versus his duty. Zailah challenges him to choose between love and power before dismissing him to take breakfast with Paedyn.

Summary

Under moonlight, Kai climbs a tree to reach Paedyn Gray's window in the Izram castle, risking a fall to see her. After playful banter recalling past injuries and loved ones, he enters and kisses Paedyn, and the two share a fervent embrace that eases recent tensions. They briefly discuss the ship's precarious condition and their impending departure the next day, acknowledging the risk that the voyage might be their last.

The conversation turns to grief when Kai mentions calling Ava "A," mirroring Paedyn's nickname for Adena. They affirm their shared losses and vow not to leave each other, with Kai promising that even death would not separate him from Paedyn. They spend the night together.

At dawn, as Kai tries to slip away, Queen Zailah is already seated in the room, having witnessed enough to gauge the situation. Kai reaches for Paedyn's dagger at the sudden presence, but Zailah remains composed, amused, and observant. She says she likes Paedyn partly because Paedyn killed Edric Azer, and she needles Kai with knowledge of his abusive past under his father.

Zailah presses Kai about whether Kitt knows what is happening and bluntly interprets Kai's presence as evidence he is in love with his brother's betrothed. Kai insists he is fulfilling his duty as Paedyn's Enforcer, but Zailah rejects the notion that love and duty can fully coexist, telling him to choose between the girl and power and to decide whether Paedyn is worth the destruction of who he is.

After delivering this ultimatum, Zailah dismisses Kai and declares she will have breakfast with a fellow queen, implying esteem for Paedyn's status. As Kai leaves, Zailah pointedly remarks on his attractiveness, underscoring her control of the encounter.

Who Appears

  • Kai Azer
    Enforcer, narrator; secretly visits Paedyn, affirms love, confronted by Zailah to choose between love and power.
  • Paedyn Gray
    Future queen of Ilya and an Ordinary; reunites intimately with Kai, discusses losses, remains asleep during Zailah's confrontation.
  • Queen Zailah
    Queen of Izram; finds Kai and Paedyn together, expresses disdain for Edric Azer, challenges Kai about love versus duty, asserts authority.
  • Edric Azer
    Former king of Ilya, deceased; discussed by Zailah and Kai regarding his cruelty and death at Paedyn's hand.
  • Ava
    Kai's lost loved one; discussed as "A," paralleling Paedyn's grief.
  • Adena
    Paedyn's lost loved one; mentioned as "A," highlighting shared mourning.
  • Kitt Azer
    Kai's brother and Paedyn's betrothed; referenced in Zailah's probing about whether he knows of Kai and Paedyn.
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