Chapter 33: Wild Horses (Couldn’t Drag Me Away)
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Jo went to Sebastian’s beach house after ending things with Van and confessed she wanted a messy, complicated relationship with him. Sebastian reciprocated, and they shared an intensely intimate encounter that deepened their emotional and telepathic connection. Through their physical closeness, they exchanged thoughts and affirmed mutual desire and affection. The chapter ended with Jo recognizing their union as the song they have been writing together—one that “sounded like love.”
Summary
Late at night, Jo arrived at Sebastian Fell’s (Sasha’s) beach house wearing the green dress from her earlier date with Van. Sebastian, in a Hawaiian shirt and swim trunks, opened the door and, while trying to stay neutral, revealed his attraction and concern through their telepathic link. Jo told Sebastian that things with Van would not work and admitted she wanted to be on that date with Sebastian instead.
On the steps, Jo openly stated she wanted something messy and complicated with Sebastian. Sebastian acknowledged the potential mess and complication but agreed, closing the distance to kiss her, and their thoughts collided like fireworks, revealing mutual jealousy, longing, and creative inspiration. He carried Jo inside and set her on the foyer sideboard, their mental link amplifying their desires and feelings.
They bantered lightly as their physical intimacy escalated, with Sebastian attentive to Jo’s responses and thoughts. He moved her to the living room couch, and after extended foreplay that highlighted their shared mental and emotional feedback, Jo experienced a cathartic release that eased months of internal tension.
Jo explored Sebastian’s scar and expressed a desire to know everything about him, reassuring him she would accept even the parts he feared she might not like. Sebastian reciprocated her affection and, after retrieving a condom, they had sex, with Jo feeling seen and cherished in specific details he noticed and appreciated about her.
As they moved together, Jo likened the experience to a slow dance with someone who knew her deeply, recognizing the harmony of their connection. The intimacy mirrored the feeling of their telepathic presence—balanced and supportive, not overpowering. Jo concluded that this moment was their song, and that it sounded like love.
Who Appears
- Jo (Jo Lark)
protagonist; goes to Sebastian’s house after ending things with Van, confesses she wants a relationship with Sebastian, and deepens their emotional and physical bond.
- Sebastian Fell (Sasha)
musician and Jo’s telepathic collaborator/love interest; reciprocates Jo’s feelings, initiates and shares a mutually affirming intimate encounter, reinforcing their mental link.
- Van
Jo’s ex; referenced as the date Jo left behind, prompting her to seek out Sebastian.