Chapter 32
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Alice and Nan reconcile after the tense speakerphone incident. Alice decides not to participate in the gallery show, explaining her loss of connection to her work and desire to recalibrate. Nan supports her, reflects on grief for her husband and friend Joyce, and reveals a long-ago kiss with their friend John Kalinski that ended their friendship. Encouraged by Alice (and echoing Charlie’s advice), Nan considers reaching out to John.
Summary
In a drizzle, Alice and Charlie share an awkward goodbye at the dock, then Alice returns to the cottage ready to apologize to Nan. Nan is making dinner and, while insisting on her independence, invites Alice to change and join her. Over pasta, Alice starts to apologize, but Nan takes responsibility for orchestrating the earlier intervention with Heather and their father, acknowledging it was wrong and that Alice’s choices should be respected.
Alice then tells Nan she will not participate in the gallery show. She explains that although the photo is strong, she does not love it, fears disappointing Elyse, and feels disconnected from her work. She says she needs to recalibrate and find her voice again. Nan responds with pride, saying that knowing one’s own mind is key to a good life, adding that forgiveness and friends worth forgiving are also essential.
Nan apologizes for embarrassing Alice in front of Charlie and notes Charlie scolded her and ended the call with Heather and their father, calling him “a good match” for Alice. Alice insists she and Charlie are friends, though Nan alludes to their raft kiss; Alice maintains that modern friendships can be complicated, and Nan drops the point.
Later, as they sit together—Nan reading and Alice doing a puzzle—Nan opens up about grief. She says she has not spoken to John Kalinski in more than a decade, then reflects on losing Alice’s grandfather and their friend Joyce, and how being at the lake stirs those memories. She recounts how, after Joyce’s death, she and John remained close; years later they spent two weeks at the lake together, sharing meals and sunsets.
Nan reveals that during that visit, she and John shared a single kiss. She did not initiate it but did not stop it, and afterward she felt deep guilt about kissing Joyce’s husband in Joyce’s home. Overcome, she lashed out at John, demanded he drive her back to Toronto the next morning, refused to speak on the drive, and never saw him again.
Alice responds with compassion, noting that both had been widowed for years and seeking comfort was understandable. She urges Nan to call John, invoking the value of forgiveness. Nan demurs that too much time has passed, but when Alice suggests what Charlie would say—that at eighty she is lucky to be alive and to still have an old friend to contact—Nan smiles and admits Charlie had already said nearly the same thing.
Who Appears
- Alice
protagonist; decides not to participate in the show, seeks to rediscover her photographic voice, reconciles with Nan, encourages Nan to contact John.
- Nan
Alice’s grandmother; apologizes for the intervention, supports Alice’s decision, shares grief and history, reveals a past kiss with John Kalinski and her resulting estrangement, considers reaching out.
- Charlie Florek
Alice’s close friend and romantic interest; absent on page but discussed for defending Alice, ending the family call, and advising Nan to contact John.
- John Kalinski
family friend and cottage owner; discussed; Nan reveals they shared a kiss years ago, leading to their estrangement; Charlie has urged Nan to call him.
- Joyce
Nan’s close friend and John’s late wife; discussed as a profound loss that colors Nan’s memories of the lake.
- Alice’s grandfather
Nan’s late husband; discussed in Nan’s reflections on grief.
- Heather
Alice’s sister; referenced as part of the earlier intervention call that Charlie ended.
- Alice’s father
referenced as part of the earlier intervention call.
- Elyse
referenced gallerist/organizer whose expectations weigh on Alice’s show decision.