Cover of Rocky 1: Sandwich

Rocky 1: Sandwich

by Catherine Newman


Genre
Fiction, Contemporary, Chick Lit, Humor and Comedy
Year
2024
Pages
240
Contents

Wednesday - 19

Overview

Rocky recounts in detail the day she learned, via ultrasound at thirteen weeks, that the baby she and Nick were expecting had died. The chapter captures her rage at clinical euphemisms, her choice of medication to end the pregnancy, and the quiet grief of returning home to her two sleeping children. It deepens the emotional weight of her earlier alluded-to miscarriage and the disconnect she feels from her own body.

Summary

Rocky flashes back to the summer when Jamie was five and Willa nearly two. She and Nick go to a follow-up OB appointment at thirteen weeks pregnant, having already seen the heartbeat and secretly chosen names—Boris and Pearl—written on a note still taped under her desk.

During the ultrasound, the doctor struggles to find the heartbeat. When the grainy image appears, Rocky immediately recognizes the baby's stillness and begins crying, knowing before being told. The doctor leaves and returns with colleagues who confirm the miscarriage. Rocky feels like "a bad stork who'd dropped its precious bundle mid-flight."

The medical staff present three options—D&C, medication like misoprostol, or the "wait and see" approach. Enraged by the clinical language framing her loss as a menu choice, and unwilling to endure either invasive procedures or prolonged waiting, Rocky chooses the medication. She asks whether she can still swim in the ocean during the upcoming vacation; when told it's inadvisable, she pushes back, noting the handout only forbids lakes and rivers, and her doctor reluctantly concedes.

Driving home, Rocky places a hand on her belly over the "stilled child" and feels a dial-tone numbness, knowing she will simply go home and cook dinner like any grieving mother. Later that night, reading the pharmacy leaflet, she misreads "fetal" as "fecal," and Nick gently corrects her. Jamie and Willa sleep tucked between them in bed. Rocky reflects that she had only ever wanted two children—but her body, which no longer felt like hers, had wanted more.

Who Appears

  • Rocky
    Narrator recounting her thirteen-week miscarriage; devastated, enraged by clinical language, chooses medication, grieves while caring for her young children.
  • Nick
    Rocky's husband; present at the appointment, holds her hand, gently comforts her, corrects her misreading of the pharmacy leaflet at home.
  • Jamie
    Rocky's five-year-old son at the time, asleep beside his parents with a thumb in his mouth.
  • Willa
    Rocky's nearly two-year-old daughter at the time, sleeping between her parents.
  • The OB doctor
    Performs the ultrasound, struggles to find a heartbeat, dismisses Rocky's concerns; later concedes she may swim in the ocean.
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