Chapter 21
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Alice brings Hayden into her childhood home, where their chemistry deepens amid memories of family and loss. They share an intimate walk and help Angela cook dinner as music tied to Alice’s late father stirs emotions. Over dinner, Angela candidly recounts her first impressions of Alice’s father, revealing new tenderness and grief before changing the subject.
Summary
Alice shows Hayden her sister Audrey’s minimalist childhood room and then her own cluttered, neon-influenced room, reflecting on past tastes and memories. Hayden leafs through a family photo book Audrey had made, and a picture of Alice in the garden triggers Alice’s sensory memory of working with her father while Cosmo Sinclair played, linking present feelings to past warmth.
Moved, Hayden hugs Alice without explanation, which Alice takes as a clear sign of mutual affection. They hold hands on an evening walk down the country road, and Alice recognizes she is falling in love with Hayden without fear.
Back in the kitchen, Alice and Hayden help Angela cook in near-silent companionship while Alice plays a playlist featuring Cosmo Sinclair. The music jolts Angela, and Alice realizes her father used to choose their cooking soundtrack, suggesting Angela may have cooked in silence since his death.
As they prepare salad and roast carrots, Angela begins humming along to a Cosmo love song, which makes Alice tear up, thinking both of her parents and of Margaret Ives’s public heartbreak memorialized in similar music. Hayden quietly checks on Alice, who deflects by blaming onions.
Over dinner, Angela drinks wine and, more openly than usual, tells how she initially “hated” Alice’s father, finding him silly amid their serious farming commune. She describes his constant, off-key singing and admits she underestimated his joy and softness, later realizing he was smarter than she was. Alice fills in lines her father would have added, showing familial ritual around this story.
When Alice reaches out to touch Angela’s arm, Angela briefly accepts the touch but then withdraws, steering the conversation to dessert, signaling the limits of her comfort with sustained vulnerability.
Who Appears
- Alice Scott
narrator; brings Hayden into her childhood rooms, recognizes she is falling in love, cooks with Angela, becomes emotional at Cosmo Sinclair’s songs.
- Hayden Owens
colleague and love interest; explores the house with Alice, initiates a tender hug, holds hands on a walk, helps cook, gently supports Alice during her emotions.
- Angela Scott
Alice’s mother; cooks with them, hums along to Cosmo Sinclair, candidly recalls disliking Alice’s father at first and later appreciating his softness and intelligence, then changes the subject.
- Alan Scott
Alice’s late father; discussed in memories as joyful, silly, off-key singer from a farming commune, whose musical habits shaped family life.
- Audrey Scott
Alice’s sister; absent but referenced through her minimalist room and the family history book she gifted.
- Cosmo Sinclair
musician; songs play during cooking and trigger Alice’s and Angela’s emotions.