35: Xavier

Contains spoilers

Overview

Xavier comforts Samantha on Christmas night after her grandmother’s death, lightening the mood over her accidentally swallowed earbud and helping her family keep the holiday going. They exchange thoughtful gifts, talk about Xavier’s new volunteer help at the clinic, and confront the strain that long distance and finances place on him. Their conversation deepens their commitment, with Samantha declaring Xavier her family and Xavier recognizing her as his "one."

Summary

Late at night in Samantha’s room, Xavier listens to music playing from the earbud Samantha accidentally swallowed, reassuring her she does not need a doctor. He reflects on the exhausting day and his determination to stay with Samantha through her grief, noting that her family chose to proceed with Christmas because the funeral home was closed and the boys wanted to open presents.

During the day, Xavier quietly supported the household: managing gift logistics, setting reminders for Lisa’s bathroom breaks, providing snacks and tissues, and cleaning so the family could focus on each other. Back in bed, he shares good news that retired veterinarian Hank will volunteer at his clinic; Samantha encourages him to accept the help and jokes about sending a mustard gift basket.

They exchange Christmas gifts. Samantha gives Xavier a framed photo of their first date at Mother Putters labeled with the date, which Xavier cherishes as a start to collecting shared memories. Xavier gives Samantha a seashell necklace made from a shell they found in Santa Monica, which she loves as a wearable memory.

Discussing holidays, Xavier admits he usually spends Christmas working and alone. Samantha is distressed, insists he is family now, and makes him promise to spend future Christmases with her. Xavier internalizes how natural their bond feels and concludes Samantha is his "one," feeling a profound sense of purpose in loving and caring for her and, by extension, her family.

Xavier considers how Samantha’s grandmother had managed much of Lisa’s daily care and anticipates Lisa will struggle with the transition, so he proactively coordinates meals and chores to stabilize the household. When Samantha asks about his flight, Xavier reveals he paid for a costly first-class ticket to arrive before snow disruptions, wiping out his recent earnings and leaving him exhausted.

Samantha worries the relationship is overtaxing him and questions whether he would erase their memories to avoid hardship; Xavier immediately says no, arguing that some things are worth remembering despite pain, like Samantha’s memories of her grandmother. They share tender affirmations: Samantha laments only seeing Xavier’s changes in sporadic “slides” due to distance, calls him her favorite person, and praises his character. Xavier reciprocates, expresses a desire to be worthy of her love, and allows her words to bolster him, resolving to deserve the way she looks at him.

Who Appears

  • Xavier
    narrator; comforts Samantha, supports her family on Christmas, shares gifts, reveals financial strain from the flight, and commits to being there for her.
  • Samantha
    grieves her grandmother, accidentally swallows an earbud, exchanges gifts with Xavier, declares him family and her favorite person, and affirms their future together.
  • Hank Brekken
    retired veterinarian; new volunteer at Xavier’s clinic (discussed), easing Xavier’s workload.
  • Lisa
    Samantha’s mother with dementia; present during Christmas day and requires reminders for care, anticipated to struggle with routine changes.
  • Samantha’s grandmother
    recently deceased; her absence creates caregiving gaps that Xavier anticipates and helps to fill (discussed).
  • The boys
    Samantha’s younger family members; open presents on Christmas while Xavier facilitates (group, discussed/present).
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