14: Samantha
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Samantha takes Xavier to In-N-Out and then to Santa Monica Pier during his first visit to California. They acknowledge their mutual attraction and the uncertainty of a long-distance relationship while sharing a protective, intimate day by the ocean.
Summary
Samantha and Xavier sit across from each other at In-N-Out, where Samantha marvelled that Xavier actually flew out to see her. They bantered about the burger and Samantha’s Murkle Instagram strategy, revealing that the account is now courted by brands after earlier rejections. Xavier confirmed he canceled his usual weekend volunteer work to be there. When Samantha asked why he came, they both admitted they did not fully know, but they acknowledged they liked each other despite the distance and uncertainty.
They drove with the top down to Santa Monica, and Samantha explained they would do tourist activities for Xavier’s sake. In the crowded, chaotic pier environment, Xavier remained vigilant and protective, moving Samantha to his other side and taking her hand as they navigated past people and street performers. Samantha reflected on how his presence allowed her to relax her constant situational awareness, making her feel safe and cared for in a way she associated with her father rather than past partners.
As they crossed the pier, they talked briefly about Samantha’s family; Samantha said Lisa was doing as well as possible and that her brother Tristan’s return was frustrating. Samantha asked about Xavier’s friends, and Xavier said they had asked about her. At the end of the pier, overlooking the ocean and fishermen, Xavier told Samantha he had told his friends the truth—that she gave him an unforgettable night and then told him to forget it—framing it jokingly as his “first alien abduction.”
They stood together at the railing as seagulls hovered, and Samantha took in the view, noting it was Xavier’s first time seeing the ocean. This triggered Samantha’s reflections on her mother’s dementia: Lisa’s oldest core memories remained while recent ones faded, as if life were rewinding. Samantha imagined that a peaceful moment like this might be the sort of memory that endures at the end.
Xavier pulled Samantha closer, and she leaned against him, feeling warmth, protection, and peace. Their shared quiet affirmed their connection while leaving the future undefined.
Who Appears
- Samantha
narrator; takes Xavier to Santa Monica Pier, discusses Murkle account growth, expresses frustration with Tristan, reflects on Lisa’s dementia, feels safe and peaceful with Xavier.
- Xavier
visits Samantha in California, cancels volunteer work to come, stays protective and attentive, admits mutual attraction despite uncertainty, experiences the ocean for the first time.
- Lisa
Samantha and Tristan’s mother; discussed in relation to her dementia and retention of core memories.
- Tristan
Samantha’s brother; mentioned as recently returned and irritating Samantha.
- Xavier’s friends
mentioned; they asked about Samantha, and Xavier told them about their unforgettable night.