Chapter Two
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Lila’s daily coping mechanisms are laid bare as she confronts the reality of Dan and Marja’s pregnancy. A tense phone call with Dan spills into Celie overhearing and breaking down, leading to a fraught but tender mother–daughter conversation. Lila then leans on Bill, who comforts her with understated warmth and surprising bluntness. The family faces the permanence of Dan’s new baby while trying to steady themselves.
Summary
Lila’s post-separation routine is outlined: dawn citalopram, dog walks on the Heath with audiobooks to avoid intrusive thoughts, shepherding Celie and Violet through mornings while Bill enforces healthy breakfasts, and daytime admin that exhausts her into naps. Evenings are domestic triage, followed by antihistamines or a small joint and sleepcasts to chase elusive rest.
The emotional backdrop is Lila’s determination not to dwell on Dan and Marja’s curated life or the absence of her mother, Francesca. Over dinner, as Bill’s nutritious stew goes half-eaten, Lila recognizes a new battlefront: Marja’s baby will be her daughters’ half-sibling, cementing that Dan is not returning and forcing a long-term adjustment.
At 8:15 p.m., Dan calls. He says Marja is upset and explains the pregnancy is eighteen weeks along. Lila challenges his timeline and the optics, and Dan suggests Lila tell the girls; Lila refuses, saying it’s his responsibility. Their argument escalates as Lila accuses Dan of prioritizing Marja’s son Hugo and preparing to replace his daughters. During this, Celie appears, ashen, overhears, and flees to her room.
Lila abandons the call and waits outside Celie’s locked door until Celie lets her in. Celie says she hates Dan and shows an Instagram post of Marja’s positive test, contradicting Dan’s claim of discretion. Lila apologizes and learns Celie already suspected the pregnancy from seeing Pregnacare vitamins at Dan and Marja’s. Lila tries to frame the baby as potentially positive, but Celie calls out Lila’s forced optimism; they share a brief, grounding moment as Celie checks on Lila, and they joke about Bill’s lentil-heavy meals.
Shaken, Lila takes an extra citalopram despite medical advice. Downstairs, she tells Bill about the baby. Bill offers condolences, calls Dan a fool, and, in an uncharacteristic burst of profanity, echoes what Francesca might have said, which makes Lila laugh-cry. He reassures her that things will settle, citing superstitious “three things,” and they steady each other, even as Lila notes Bill’s own poor poker face.
Who Appears
- Lila
Protagonist mother and writer; struggles with routines, argues with Dan, comforts Celie, and leans on Bill for support.
- Celie
Teenage daughter; overhears the pregnancy revelation, breaks down, confronts social media proof, and bonds with Lila.
- Bill
Lila’s elderly father; cooks, maintains order, offers calm support and surprising profanity to comfort Lila.
- Dan
Lila’s ex-husband; calls to discuss Marja’s pregnancy, asks Lila to tell the girls, and argues defensively.
- Marja
Dan’s partner; eighteen weeks pregnant; her Instagram test post inflames tensions though she’s not on-page.
- Violet
Younger daughter; present at home, carefree behavior contrasts the tension during Dan’s call.
- Hugo
Marja’s six-year-old son; referenced as well-behaved and central to Dan’s new domestic routine.
- Francesca
Lila’s late mother; absent yet invoked for what she would say, deepening Lila’s grief and need for guidance.
- Truant
Family dog; part of Lila’s early-morning coping walks and background household noise.