Chapter Thirty-Three

Contains spoilers

Overview

Lila writes and posts a sincere apology to Jensen, vowing to cancel her book. When Bill suffers a heart attack, a storm fells a tree that traps Lila at home, and she calls Jensen for help. He drives her to the hospital and later clears the fallen tree, stays nearby for the girls, and comforts Lila when she returns. Bill remains stable but uncertain, and Lila confronts her guilt and reliance on Jensen’s quiet decency.

Summary

Lila composes a careful letter to Jensen, apologizing for betraying his trust, confirming she will cancel her book and not publish anything about him, and asking that he not end his friendship with Bill. She reflects on how words have failed her, on the pain she caused Jensen, and on the hollowness of Gabriel’s manipulative assurances. She mails the letter amid a storm, resolving to rely on herself.

At home, Celie works on an Animation Club drawing and Violet watches Star Squadron Zero, while Lila cooks a comforting dinner and pointedly avoids contacting Gene. A call from Penelope breaks the calm: Bill has been taken to the hospital with a suspected heart attack.

Lila scrambles to leave, asks Celie to look after Violet, and admits Bill is ill. Outside, she discovers the large plane tree has fallen, blocking her car. With no rides available, she calls Jensen. He arrives quickly, drives her in tense silence, and drops her at the hospital, telling her to call if she needs a ride back.

Lila finds Bill in Coronary Care, sedated and wired to monitors, with Penelope holding his hand. Penelope, distraught and feeling excluded as “not family,” explains the treatment so far. Lila reassures Penelope, kisses Bill, and then asserts herself as Bill’s daughter at the nurses’ station to obtain information.

Over several hours, Lila learns Bill suffered a myocardial infarction; his quick aspirin may have helped, but tests continue, including for brain hemorrhage. With only one person allowed to stay and the girls at home, Lila leaves Penelope to keep vigil and heads back by taxi, numb and focused on logistics.

Arriving home, Lila is stunned to see the fallen tree gone, replaced by logs and branches neatly piled. Inside, Jensen rises from the kitchen table, explaining he cleared the tree with his chainsaw and stayed nearby so Celie would feel safe. When Jensen asks after Bill, Lila struggles to hold back tears, then breaks down. Jensen steadies her, holds her until she calms, makes her tea, and leaves quietly, promising to follow up about the remaining branches.

Who Appears

  • Lila
    Protagonist; writes an apology to Jensen, rushes to Bill’s hospital bedside, and breaks down after Jensen’s help.
  • Jensen
    Hurt by Lila but responds to her call, drives her to the hospital, clears the fallen tree, comforts her.
  • Bill McKenzie
    Beloved father figure; suffers a heart attack, stabilized in Coronary Care under monitoring and tests.
  • Penelope
    Bill’s partner; finds him unwell, goes with him to hospital, keeps vigil, feels powerless as not family.
  • Celie
    Lila’s teenage daughter; focuses on an animation drawing, bravely agrees to watch Violet during crisis.
  • Violet
    Lila’s younger daughter; quietly watches her favorite show, sheltered from the unfolding emergency.
  • Eleanor
    Friend and advisor; pre-reads and approves Lila’s apology letter to Jensen.
  • Dan
    Lila’s ex; texts that Marja is hospitalized and can’t take the girls, underscoring his distance.
  • Gene
    Lila’s father; absent again, emblematic of recurring unreliability in Lila’s life.
  • Truant
    Family dog; anxious during the storm, greets Lila on her late return.
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