Chapter I

Contains spoilers

Overview

Alice learns that Sabine killed her purely to hurt Charlotte, not out of need, and spirals into rage and despair at the meaninglessness of her death. Confronting Charlotte and Ezra in the hotel room, Alice suffers a panic attack, fixates on her inability to breathe, and drinks tainted blood Ezra offers to numb the pain. Overwhelmed, she collapses and lets herself sink into darkness.

Summary

The chapter opens in a tense hotel room with Ezra by the window, Charlotte (called Lottie) on the bed, and Alice on the floor by a marble coffee table. Alice processes the revelation that her death was not meaningful; it happened because Sabine, Charlotte’s jealous ex, wanted to make a point. Realizing she was collateral damage, Alice grips the marble so hard it cracks, and she declares that she "died for NOTHING."

Charlotte tries to apologize, but Alice shoves her into the wall and rejects any apology. Alice accuses Charlotte of failing to stay away. When Alice pushes again, Charlotte restrains her and tries to comfort her, insisting it will be all right, but Alice breaks free, unconsoled by promises that cannot undo what happened.

Alice spirals into a panic attack despite being dead, with the room spinning and white noise drowning out Ezra’s words. She fixates on the impossibility of breathing without working lungs and wishes to undo the recent past, but cannot.

Ezra brings a cup to Alice’s lips, telling her to drink. Alice senses the blood is different and wrong, but the hunger and her exhaustion overrule her hesitation. She drinks it to dull the pain, recognizing as it hits her tongue that it is tainted, yet she continues.

As the glass empties, Alice’s legs give out. Ezra catches her and lowers her to the floor. This time, instead of fighting to get up as she did earlier in the cemetery, Alice yields to the pull of the ground and sinks into darkness.

Who Appears

  • Alice
    recent victim turned undead; grapples with the meaninglessness of her death, has a panic attack, drinks tainted blood, and collapses.
  • Charlotte (Lottie)
    Alice’s lover; tries to apologize and comfort Alice, is shoved and then restrains Alice briefly; blamed for not staying away.
  • Ezra
    Charlotte’s ally and caretaker figure; attempts to calm Alice, gives her a cup of tainted blood, and catches her as she collapses.
  • Sabine
    antagonist; not present but identified as the one who killed Alice to hurt Charlotte, rendering Alice’s death purposeless.
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