Chapter I

Contains spoilers

Overview

Alice, still reeling from the prior night, seeks food and relief in the campus dining hall but her body violently rejects both food and water. Weak and disoriented outside, she is approached by a student named Colin, who recognizes her and offers help. Unable to keep anything down and barely steady, Alice accepts Colin’s assistance as he offers to take her home.

Summary

Alice steps into the university Yard at night, finding the open air soothing after her earlier nausea and confusion. The breeze and cool air briefly make her feel better as she walks across the quad, noticing the scent of wet pavement and decaying leaves. A sudden, hollow cramp reminds her she has not eaten since before the party, so she heads to the dining hall (Berg) in hopes of finding something she can manage.

Inside the dark wood hall with vaulted ceilings and chandeliers, Alice queues for food and notices a group of boys leaving, which triggers a memory of how Catty used to bare her teeth at such packs. Alice serves herself oatmeal with honey and dried fruit, sits, and, realizing how famished she is, takes a large bite that tastes wonderful—until she swallows. Immediately, her body rejects it.

Alice runs outside and vomits in the bushes, her body wracked with heaves that leave her trembling and dizzy. She crouches on the curb, head on her knees, trying to understand her symptoms. Though ravenous, she cannot keep food down; her throat feels gritty and dry, as if full of sand. She considers a hangover, then dismisses it, suspecting illness like a stomach bug or flu.

As Alice sits recovering, she senses someone approaching. A guy jogs up and steps into the light; his face seems familiar in a generic way. He recognizes her and confirms her name, introducing himself as Colin when she cannot place him. He offers her an unopened water bottle, which she tries to drink, but her throat snaps shut and she has to spit the water out.

Colin asks if she had a bad night. When Alice stands and wobbles, he steadies her with an outstretched hand. Seeing how unwell and unsteady she is, Colin offers to take her home, and Alice, exhausted and unable to manage on her own, accepts his help.

Who Appears

  • Alice
    first-year student; severely nauseated, unable to keep down food or water; accepts help from Colin.
  • Colin
    new; fellow student who recognizes Alice, offers water, and helps her get home.
  • Catty
    Alice’s sister; mentioned in Alice’s memory of how she reacted to groups of boys.
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