Chapter I

Contains spoilers

Overview

Alice relives a vivid childhood memory with her sister Catty that warps into a hunger-tinged vision before she wakes in her dorm gripped by new vampiric senses and urges. She tests lore against her reality, struggles through a class overwhelmed by sound, scent, and bloodlust, and nearly loses control in a confrontation with Hannah in a campus bathroom. The chapter charts Alice’s denial turning into recognition of rage and predatory impulse, while her search for Lottie yields only a single blurry photo as a fragile lead.

Summary

The chapter opens in a memory: ten-year-old Alice watches thirteen-year-old Catty smash bottles behind their granddad Harry Moore’s pub, the Port of Call, in Hoxburn. Catty vents about a cheating boyfriend, and when Alice cuts her hand on a broken bottle, Catty licks the blood and jokes that they are made of the same stuff. The remembered scene begins to reconfigure: instead of wiping her blood away as she once did, Alice is frozen, compelled by the sight and scent of her own blood, urged by Catty to taste it.

Rachel’s shouted curse rips Alice awake in her university suite. The dream’s hunger lingers as her sharpened senses pick up Rachel stripping bloody sheets in another room. Alice bites her own hand to steady herself; the blood tastes sweet and wrong but calms the urge, and the punctures heal instantly. After Rachel leaves, Alice reviews her fruitless night searching for Lottie in directories and social media, finding only one candid party photo that confirms Lottie’s existence.

Determined to act normal, Alice readies for class, noticing overwhelming sensory detail: detergent, perfume, the feel of her pendant. Her phone’s childhood song alarm triggers a phantom heartbeat, and when she tests sunlight through the curtains, it causes dizziness and pain but does not burn her. She also touches Lizbeth’s real silver jewelry without reaction, tallying wins against “common lore.”

Outside, daylight makes Alice nauseous and shaky until she reaches an academic building. Coffee fails to satisfy and tastes wrong despite sugar. In econ, she asks Sam from the Co-op about the girl in the photo; he doesn’t recognize Lottie. As lecture begins, Alice is overwhelmed by amplified sounds, smells, and the awareness of nearby heartbeats; her teeth ache, her grip splinters the desk, and she flees to the bathroom.

In the mirror, Alice looks unchanged except for tired hollows and feverish eyes, which frustrates her longing for some visible offset to the horror of her condition. The sensory crush persists, with silence inside her own chest heightening the wrongness. Hannah enters, teasing Alice about partying and offering ibuprofen. Alice, overtaken by need, grips Hannah’s hand, attempts to compel her to stay, and moves in close, seeking relief like the night before with a stranger in the Yard.

Hannah snaps out of the moment, recoils, and hurls a slur. The insult ignites Alice’s rage, recalling Catty’s lesson to push back when the world pushes. Alice’s voice turns edged as she confronts Hannah, tasting the other girl’s fear and feeling the predatory urge to chase. She restrains herself at the last moment, shoves past Hannah, and exits before she loses control.

Who Appears

  • Alice Moore
    first-year student; experiences a blood-hunger dream of Catty, wakes with heightened senses and healing, tests sunlight and silver, fails to stomach coffee, nearly compels and attacks Hannah, and fights rising rage and predatory urges.
  • Catty Moore
    Alice’s older sister; appears in a childhood memory smashing bottles, licking Alice’s blood, and embodying push-back rage that later informs Alice’s reaction.
  • Rachel
    Alice’s suitemate; her bloody sheets and movements trigger Alice’s heightened senses; leaves with laundry.
  • Lottie
    elusive girl from the party; appears only in a single candid photo that Alice finds online, remaining Alice’s tenuous lead.
  • Sam
    student from the Co-op; does not recognize Lottie when shown the photo.
  • Hannah
    classmate; confronts Alice in the bathroom, offers ibuprofen, then recoils with a slur when Alice attempts to compel and approach her, triggering Alice’s rage.
  • Harry (Harold) Moore
    Alice and Catty’s granddad; referenced as the owner of the Port of Call pub.
  • Eloise
    referenced as someone who moved into Alice and Catty’s home in childhood, used for context in the memory.
  • Will
    Catty’s ex-boyfriend from the memory; his cheating sparks Catty’s bottle-smashing.
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