The Book of Lost Hours
by Hayley Gelfuso
Contents
Chapter 21
Overview
Amelia learns the chasm exists because Lisavet repeatedly altered the past to protect her, and Anton reels over the cost—his father’s death at Lisavet’s hands—before withdrawing. In 1965, Moira and Ernest’s fragile reunion cracks under mistrust as Ernest develops a radical theory: the chasm may be a passage to alternative timelines, and opening it could be the only way to end control of the time space. Moira discovers Ernest plans to act secretly despite the risk of trapping himself forever, and when he disappears with a watch, both he and Moira enter the time space—where Amelia finds “Uncle Ernest” has come to retrieve her and immediately asks for Anton.
Summary
In the time space, Amelia, Anton, and Azrael emerge from Lisavet Levy’s last living memory and stand near the chasm. Amelia realizes the chasm exists because Lisavet repeatedly rewrote the past to hide and protect her, and Amelia struggles to reconcile that sacrifice with the violent, coercive “Moira” she has known. Anton, devastated, fixates on the fact that his father fought for Lisavet his whole life and that Lisavet killed him; he pulls away and asks to be alone.
Elsewhere in 1965, Moira wakes to find Ernest still working late on theories meant to permanently cut off access to the time space. Their relationship is tense and mistrustful: Ernest carries competing images of her (Lisavet, Jack’s secretary, and the TRP director who opposed his rebellion), and he even locks the bedroom door. On the fire escape, they talk more honestly—Ernest admits he wants to forgive her but can’t reconcile everything, and Moira admits she doubts whether sealing the time space is possible or wise.
Ernest then shares a new line of thinking: Elaina’s memories are missing from the time space, and he suspects the chasm may be more than a wound—possibly a passage to alternative histories created when memories and timelines are altered. He argues that consciousness and memory behave like conserved energy, and that destroying or imprisoning memories may redirect them into places like the chasm. Moira grows alarmed as she realizes Ernest is considering making another massive change to the past to open the chasm further.
After they eat, Moira secretly reads Ernest’s black notebook and confronts him in the bedroom: he has been planning to act without telling her. Ernest admits he intends to do it, believing it is the only way to ensure no one can ever control the time space again, even though it would trap him forever. Moira argues that Amelia would be left without him and that Moira herself could be imperiled, but Ernest insists Amelia is more untethered from Time and would persist; when Moira offers to do it instead, Ernest refuses, terrified of losing her again. He agrees to keep looking for another solution, but he will not promise to stop.
That night, Moira senses urgency as they sleep together, then wakes after midnight to a door closing. Ernest is gone, a watch is missing from the open box, and Moira grabs her revolver and a coat (with her father’s watch in its pocket) before winding her own watch and entering the time space to follow. There, Amelia hears footsteps and is shocked to find Uncle Ernest arrive in person; he holds her as she sobs, says he came to get her out and that it is “almost” over, and stiffens when Amelia says Azrael showed her everything. As Amelia clings to him and begs him not to leave again, Ernest asks a pointed question: where is Anton?
Who Appears
- ErnestReunited with Moira; theorizes chasm as passage; plans dangerous time-change; enters time space to retrieve Amelia.
- Moira Donnelly (Lisavet Levy)Struggles with Ernest’s mistrust; discovers his plan via notebook; follows him into time space with a gun.
- AmeliaRealizes chasm exists because her mother rewrote time for her; reunites tearfully with Uncle Ernest.
- AntonDevastated that Lisavet killed his father; withdraws to be alone near the chasm.
- AzraelGuides Amelia through Lisavet’s memories; explains the chasm’s origins and a mother’s sacrifice.
- Jack DillingerReferenced as coercive TRP chief who pressured Moira to involve Amelia.
- ElainaReferenced; Ernest notes her memories are missing from the time space, informing his theory.