What If
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Tova revisits a Knit-Wits memory of a teen pregnancy and longs for the grandparenthood she lost with Erik. Cameron’s birth date and Daphne’s past tempt Tova to imagine Cameron as Erik’s son, but she dismisses it as unlikely. Preparing to move, she confronts Charter Village’s no-pet policy and worries about Cat.
Summary
Tova recalls a Knit-Wits afternoon nearly three years earlier, when Mary Ann Minetti’s granddaughter Tatum became pregnant. While others were scandalized, Tova felt envy, imagining the grandchild she never had after Erik’s death. She lingers on the “what if” of Erik having become a father at eighteen.
Observing that Tatum’s family supported the baby and life moved on, Tova notes that not every outcome is so stable. This reflection opens the door to connect timelines: Cameron’s birth date matches the following February after Daphne Cassmore’s high school summer.
Tova replays what Cameron said about his supposed father—a real estate developer, a ring, a photograph—and how certain Cameron seemed, a confidence that reminds her of Erik. She wonders if the man Cameron seeks is not his father at all, and whether Erik could be.
Reason reasserts itself: Daphne could have dated multiple boys; if Erik had a child, Daphne would likely have found Tova. Tova rejects banking on an “exceptional stroke of luck” and tries to set aside the fantasy that Cameron is Erik’s son.
Turning to practical concerns, Tova considers her imminent move to Charter Village and confirms pets aren’t allowed. Unsure what to do with Cat, she watches him leap from the railing and curl at her feet, as if already distancing himself from the change to come.
Who Appears
- Tova Sullivan
Reflects on lost grandparenthood, wonders if Cameron could be Erik’s son, then dismisses it; worries about moving and her cat.
- Cameron Cassmore
Subject of Tova’s speculation about paternity; his confidence and birth date prompt her brief hope.
- Erik Sullivan
Tova’s late son; imagined as a possible father to Cameron in Tova’s what-if reflections.
- Daphne Cassmore
Erik’s former girlfriend and Cameron’s mother; her past with Erik fuels and then undermines Tova’s hope.
- Cat
The stray in Tova’s care; his future is uncertain due to Charter Village’s no-pet policy.
- Mary Ann Minetti
Knit-Wits member whose granddaughter’s pregnancy triggers Tova’s reflections.
- Tatum
Mary Ann’s granddaughter who became pregnant at eighteen and kept the baby.
- Laura
Mary Ann’s daughter; helped Tatum with childcare, illustrating a supportive outcome.