Chapter XVII: A Shoulder to Cry On

Contains spoilers

Overview

Gabriel and Dior argue over whether Dior should leave Château Aveléne to spare its people from Danton Voss’s threat. The confrontation cracks open Gabriel’s denial about his family, forcing him to confront the truth of Astrid and Patience’s deaths. In a moment of anguish, Gabriel throws Ashdrinker out the window and finally begins to speak his buried grief. Dior offers empathy, insisting she cannot replace his losses but can support him.

Summary

In Gabriel’s bedchamber, Gabriel and Dior clashed over Dior’s plan to leave Aveléne to prevent others from dying for her. Gabriel insisted the fortress was the safest place and that Danton Voss’s ultimatum was a manipulation to force surrender without a fight. Dior countered that the defenders were families, not soldiers, and feared someone might betray her to save their loved ones.

As they argued, Gabriel sensed a pale, silverbell-scented presence outside the window—an apparition of a woman calling him “my lion.” He turned away from the vision and pressed Dior to accept the hard necessities of war, calling her the Holy Grail. Dior accused Gabriel of not truly believing that, and said his protectiveness stemmed from his own losses, not from faith or doctrine.

Dior revealed she overheard Gabriel and Aaron, and confronted him about Astrid and Patience. She asserted that Gabriel had lied—Astrid and Patience were not safely at home, but buried there. Dior said Gabriel’s drinking, disbelief, and mission to kill the Forever King all traced back to “the Worst Day.”

Torn between the accusing truth and the comforting phantom at the window, Gabriel’s fury peaked. He drew Ashdrinker and, amid pleas from the sword’s voice and the apparition, hurled the blade through the window, shattering the glass and dispelling the illusion. In the icy wind, he collapsed, recognizing the emptiness and the reality he had avoided.

Dior knelt beside Gabriel, took his hand, and told him she could not be a replacement for Astrid or Patience nor the reason others died, but she could be his friend and support. When Gabriel asked what else there was beyond sacrifice, Dior offered “a shoulder to cry on.” The chapter closed with Gabriel finally choosing to speak his grief.

Who Appears

  • Gabriel de León
    protagonist; argues to keep Dior at Aveléne, confronts the truth about Astrid and Patience, throws Ashdrinker out the window, begins to voice his grief.
  • Dior
    companion and possible Grail; refuses to let others die for her, confronts Gabriel about his losses and motives, offers emotional support.
  • Astrid
    Gabriel’s lost loved one; discussed as dead and buried at “home,” tied to Gabriel’s denial and the apparition.
  • Patience
    Gabriel’s child; discussed as dead and buried, central to Gabriel’s grief.
  • Ashdrinker
    sentient sword; speaks to Gabriel, is thrown out the window during his breakdown.
  • Unidentified pale apparition
    a vision outside the window addressing Gabriel as “my lion”; associated with silverbell scent and Gabriel’s denial.
  • Danton Voss
    antagonist; his threat motivates Dior’s desire to leave (mentioned).
  • Aaron
    ally at Aveléne; referenced regarding a prior conversation Dior overheard (mentioned).
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