In chapter 12 of "Compromise: A Librarian’s Tale", a girl named Livira is learning to read and write through the help of four trainees, Arpix, Carlotte, Meelan, and Jella
Arpix is a serious child who Livira is trying to make laugh, and Carlotte is a new friend of Livira's who seems to believe in library magic
Livira is among the last remaining in the dining hall, having eaten a satisfying meal for the first time in a while
She discusses elements of the library, such as it never becoming dark and asking about the scars on her own face and wrist
It is revealed that Livira was involved in violent incidents outside the library and she is trying to adapt to the library's non-violent and studious environment
At the end of the long day, Arpix takes Livira to her own room, which she is amazed to have
As she is left alone, sorrow catches up to her and she breaks down realizing that she finally has what she needed but feels guilty for the destruction and upheaval she has left behind to achieve it
Livira grapples with the guilt, acknowledging she has fulfilled her life’s prayer but its attainment was due to tragedy and loss