December 29, 1984
Contains spoilersOverview
Vanessa Ford, alone outside the shuttle Navigator with only Lydia Danes still alive inside, confronts an impossible choice: attempt to fix the payload bay doors before deorbit or risk certain loss of the orbiter. In tense dialogue with CAPCOM Joan Goodwin, Vanessa weighs Lydia’s dwindling chances against the shuttle’s survival and her own, ultimately recognizing that repairing the doors is their only viable path home.
Summary
From the payload bay during an EVA, Vanessa Ford asks Mission Control how long Lydia Danes can survive, knowing the bay doors may not close. Joan Goodwin, as CAPCOM, delays and then relays the flight surgeon’s belief that Lydia is unlikely to survive if they miss the deorbit window. Grief and shock press on Vanessa as she recalls the crew’s normalcy only hours earlier and acknowledges that John “Griff” Griffin is gone, Hank Redmond and Steve Hagen are dead, and only she and Lydia remain.
Vanessa articulates the central dilemma: time spent fixing the doors likely costs Lydia’s life, yet attempting reentry with unsecured latches risks destruction of the shuttle and loss of all aboard. Joan states that their best chance to land Navigator is for Vanessa to attempt to fix the doors, emphasizing that they cannot risk losing Vanessa and that reentry tolerances for open latches are not well understood.
Vanessa confronts her own mortality, contrasting her youthful flirtations with danger to her present, urgent desire to live. She longs to return to Earth, to reconcile with her mother, and to see Joan and Frances again, recognizing that this may be the closest she has ever been to death.
Vanessa affirms Lydia’s heroism in saving her and the shuttle by sealing the hull leak. Joan acknowledges this, repeating with softened resolve that they cannot lose Vanessa. Vanessa absorbs that even if she can get the doors to lie flat, Lydia will almost certainly die waiting, but if she does not fix them, the shuttle likely will not survive reentry and Lydia will still be lost.
The chapter closes with Vanessa’s mounting determination amid fear and prayer, fixating on getting the doors fixed and returning home to Joan, underscoring both the personal stakes and the mission’s precarious odds.
Who Appears
- Vanessa Ford
astronaut on EVA, sole responsive crew member; weighs fixing payload bay doors against Lydia’s survival; resolves to attempt the repair.
- Joan Goodwin
CAPCOM and Vanessa’s partner; communicates medical assessment and mission judgment; urges Vanessa to fix the doors and stresses they cannot risk losing her.
- Lydia Danes
astronaut inside the shuttle; previously sealed a hull leak and saved the shuttle; alive but unlikely to survive if deorbit is missed.
- John “Griff” Griffin
astronaut; presumed dead by this point, referenced as gone.
- Hank Redmond
astronaut; dead, referenced in Vanessa’s memories.
- Steve Hagen
astronaut; dead, referenced in Vanessa’s memories.
- Flight surgeon
ground medical authority; assesses that Lydia likely cannot survive if deorbit opportunity is missed.
- Mission Control
ground team in Houston; supports decision-making on payload doors and reentry risk.