August 1981

Contains spoilers

Overview

NASA announces that the ASCANs of Group 9 are officially promoted to astronauts, prompting celebrations among the cohort. Amid public joy and a surprise engagement reveal, Joan Goodwin and Vanessa Ford confront their private longing and fear. Their late-night conversation about time, loneliness, and desire culminated in Vanessa asking for clarity and the two finally kissing in Joan’s apartment. The chapter marks both professional elevation and a decisive shift in Joan and Vanessa’s relationship.

Summary

At an all-astronauts meeting, Antonio announces that the eighteen members of Group 9 have completed their training and are now full astronauts. The room erupts in applause; Joan meets Vanessa Ford’s eyes and shares a smile, recognizing the significance of the moment. Later, Joan calls her sister Barbara and her niece Frances to share the news, confirming she has received the silver astronaut pin.

That evening at the Outpost, the group celebrates. Amid drinks and cheers, Hank Redmond kisses Donna and they reveal their engagement, drawing raucous approval from the crowd. Joan, observing Donna’s open happiness, feels both admiration and terror at such vulnerability; when Vanessa arrives, Joan admits mixed feelings about the public romance, and Vanessa lightly challenges her cynicism.

Hours later, after most have left, only Joan, Vanessa, Lydia Danes, and Griff remain. A very drunk Lydia bluntly says she doubted Vanessa and Joan would succeed—calling Vanessa a “glorified mechanic” and Joan once “meek”—before conceding that both have strengths she lacks and that she should listen to them. Griff escorts Lydia home, leaving Joan and Vanessa alone.

In the quieter aftermath, Joan and Vanessa discuss loneliness. Vanessa suggests not everyone is lonely and notes Joan has family, while Joan confesses she often dreams of ordinary, contented life but always alone. Vanessa, in turn, shares a recurring dream of being alive in her own casket while mourners (especially her mother) grieve what she never did, revealing her urgency: “Don’t confuse my respect for you with patience.”

Inside Joan’s apartment, Vanessa presses for honesty, fearing she will wait forever and that it will destroy her. Joan cannot tell Vanessa to move on, admits she does not want to say that, and meets Vanessa’s gaze. Vanessa pushes Joan against the door and kisses her; Joan reciprocates intensely, surrendering to feelings she had resisted. In the intimate aftermath, Joan experiences a profound shift in self-understanding, recognizing the legitimacy and depth of her desire and the possibility that has been waiting for her.

Who Appears

  • Joan Goodwin
    newly promoted astronaut; shares the news with family; navigates complex feelings at the celebration; admits fears of lifelong solitude; reciprocates Vanessa’s kiss, marking a turning point in their relationship.
  • Vanessa Ford
    newly promoted astronaut; challenges Joan’s guardedness; shares a recurring funeral dream revealing urgency; asks Joan for clarity; initiates a kiss, beginning their romantic relationship.
  • Lydia Danes
    newly promoted astronaut; drunk but candid; admits misjudging Joan and Vanessa and acknowledges their strengths; is escorted home by Griff.
  • John “Griff” Griffin
    newly promoted astronaut; supports the group and escorts Lydia home; gives Joan a meaningful look before leaving.
  • Hank Redmond
    newly promoted astronaut; publicly announces engagement to Donna at the Outpost.
  • Donna
    astronaut; publicly celebrates engagement to Hank, appearing openly joyful.
  • Antonio
    NASA leader who announces the Group 9 promotion from ASCANs to astronauts.
  • Barbara
    Joan’s sister; hears Joan’s promotion news over the phone.
  • Frances
    Joan’s niece; expresses pride and asks about the silver pin during the call.
  • Jimmy
    colleague at the Outpost who jokes about Hank’s engagement during the celebration.
  • Duke
    colleague who buys a round for the bar during the celebration.
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