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Heated Rivalry

by Rachel Reid


Genre
Romance, Gay and Lesbian, Contemporary, Sports
Year
2019
Pages
356
Contents

Chapter Seventeen

Overview

Shane meets Ilya to confront the emotional shift between them, admitting he thinks he is completely gay and that he cannot keep pretending he does not like Ilya. Ilya confesses the stakes that keep him closeted: being openly gay could make it dangerous or impossible for him to return to Russia, given his family and circumstances. They reconnect physically with unusual tenderness, but the chapter ends with Shane leaving anyway, their desire for “more” colliding with real-world risk.

Summary

Alone in his hotel room, Ilya waits tensely after Shane asks to meet, unsure whether Shane wants sex, distance, or something more. Shane arrives from the beach looking rattled and admits the last time they were together felt different, pushing Ilya to stop pretending it is “simple.”

Shane blurts that he thinks he is gay—completely—and says the real complication is that it is Ilya, his rival, and that Shane cannot keep acting like he does not like him. When Shane asks whether Ilya would want “more” if it were possible, Ilya reacts with anger and insists it does not matter because it cannot happen.

Pressed, Ilya reveals why: he cannot be publicly gay and still safely go home to Russia. He explains his family situation—his father and brother are police, his mother is dead, and his father now has Alzheimer’s—and admits his father never wanted him to leave Russia. The confession sobers Shane, who is horrified by what could happen to Ilya.

The tension breaks into intimacy. They kiss with a new closeness and later lie in bed cuddled together, with Ilya stroking Shane’s hair. Shane notices Ilya’s crucifix, and Ilya says he still believes in God and that the cross belonged to his mother; he declines to talk more about his family that night but thanks Shane for offering.

Shane tries to leave for his own room, but Ilya pulls him back and asks him to stay, arguing the weekend chaos would hide it. They talk wistfully about wanting time together and fantasize about traveling somewhere anonymous after Ilya wins the Stanley Cup, but both recognize the limits. Shane finally leaves anyway; in the doorway, they exchange first names, and Shane walks out smiling when the hallway is empty.

Who Appears

  • Ilya Rozanov
    NHL star; confesses Russia-related danger of being out, shares family details, asks Shane to stay.
  • Shane Hollander
    NHL star; initiates serious talk, admits he’s gay and likes Ilya, but leaves to avoid risk.
  • Andrei
    Ilya’s brother; mentioned as a police officer like their father.
  • Ilya's father
    Russian cop with Alzheimer’s; represents family and home-country risk for Ilya.
  • Ilya's mother
    Deceased; her crucifix is worn by Ilya and prompts brief discussion.
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