Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow
by Gabrielle Zevin
Contents
II: Influences — Chapter 5
Overview
Sam, Sadie, and Marx complete Ichigo after months of punishing effort, aided by Dov’s engine and Zoe’s newly composed score. Physical and emotional costs surface as Sam collapses and Sadie admits she loves him. Sam’s fall triggers a formative 1984 memory: witnessing another Anna Lee’s suicide with his mother, tying games to grief and escape.
Summary
Nearly a year after Sam and Sadie reunited, they finally finish Ichigo, months past Sam’s initial promise. Powered by Dov’s Ulysses engine, they code relentlessly, injuring themselves: Sam’s fingers bleed and he later collapses from malnourishment; Sadie bursts a blood vessel in her eye. Anders Larsson finds Sam on the street and gets him to health services, where an IV revives him.
Marx hires composer Zoe Cadogan, an ex, to create an avant-garde score that deepens the game’s emotion. As Zoe and Marx briefly rekindle intimacy, she praises the ending, which echoes The Odyssey. The game’s distinctive choice has Ichigo age and bear the story’s damage; after seven years away, Ichigo returns home unrecognizable, and the parents only slowly perceive who the child is.
After debugging, the board is cleared and, before dawn in light snow, Sadie and Sam agree they are done. Walking through Harvard Yard to Dov’s, they savor the quiet and their partnership. At Dov’s door, Sadie thanks Sam and says, “I love you, Sam.” She goes inside before Sam can answer.
Buoyed by gratitude, Sam thinks of a poem as he heads home, skips, and slips off a curb, fainting again. On the ice, he envisions his mother, Anna, reassuring him in Japanese.
The narrative flashes back to 1984: nine-year-old Sam and thirty-five-year-old Anna witness a woman—also named Anna Lee—leap from a sixth-floor balcony. Anna comforts the dying woman as Sam, shocked, plays Ms. Pac-Man in a bodega. Mother and son talk around death and chance, and Anna quietly resolves to consider leaving New York for Los Angeles, linking games, mortality, and the desire to find a safer life.
Who Appears
- Sam MasurCo-creator of Ichigo; overworks to collapse twice, receives IV, hears Sadie’s love, slips and faints, recalls 1984 trauma.
- Sadie GreenCo-creator; drives use of Dov’s engine, suffers eye injury, declares love to Sam, shares the snowy completion moment.
- Anna (Anna Q. Lee)Sam’s mother; appears in Sam’s vision and 1984 flashback, comforts a dying namesake, contemplates moving west.
- Marx WatanabeProducer and friend; secures composer Zoe, champion of the project, briefly rekindles romance with her.
- Zoe CadoganComposer and Marx’s ex; writes Ichigo’s score, helps elevate the game’s emotion, calls it Marx’s game.
- Anders LarssonSam’s former adviser; finds Sam collapsed, brings him to health services, gently probes Sam’s feelings.
- Dov MizrahProvider of the Ulysses engine and producer; offstage presence enabling the game’s completion.
- Anna Lee (the other)Woman who jumps from a balcony in 1984; shares Anna’s name, dies after brief exchange.
- Bodega shopkeeperKind clerk who gives Sam quarters to play Ms. Pac-Man while help arrives.