Chapter Thirty-Three

Contains spoilers

Overview

Ted wakes on the stalled train and is told by the conductor that Louisa has gotten off at the unsafe station. Panicked, Ted runs into the night to find her, reflecting on his father’s death and his need to be near his people. He encounters two men who pretend to help, but they assault and rob him of his engraved watch, leaving him unconscious.

Summary

Ted wakes under the train’s bright ceiling lights, disoriented and chilled, and his thoughts drift to his father’s prolonged illness and death when Ted was fourteen. He reflects that the deepest fear is abandonment, not solitude, and that his anger was really at God for depriving him of memories beyond a whispered nightly ritual, “Good night, ghosts.” He considers how a parent’s mere presence acts as ballast for a child.

The conductor gently checks on Ted, noting he sounded like he was crying. Ted deflects with an allergy excuse, and the conductor offers help and mentions ongoing mechanical issues. Ted then realizes Louisa is gone; on her seat is a drawing of the artist as a young man, inscribed to Ted with skulls and the message, “I hope the birds sing for you.” Her backpack is missing, though the painting, ashes, and Ted’s suitcase remain.

When Ted asks, the conductor explains Louisa got off at this station about ten minutes earlier, despite his warning that the area is unsafe. Ted bolts off the train, clutching the drawing, calling Louisa’s name repeatedly—first as an order, then a negotiation, then a prayer—only to be met by darkness. He remembers the artist teasing that Ted is an introvert who hates being alone, and recalls Ted’s ritual of checking a gold watch to prompt the artist’s pills; the artist had engraved their initials—Joar, Ali, Ted, and the artist—on the watch and refused to let Ted sell it.

Ted sprints through the station and onto the street, where a young man with a lilting dialect offers help and leads him toward a car with another man smoking beside it. Ted, uneasy, folds Louisa’s drawing into his pocket. As the men press him toward the open car door, Ted tries to back out, insisting he does not need help.

The encounter turns violent: one man grabs Ted’s arms while the other strikes him. They fail to force him into the car but steal his engraved watch and search his pockets for a wallet, which is still on the train. Ted’s cries escalate from anger to pleading, and the assailants kick him in the head. As he blacks out, he hears a ringing like telephones and realizes calls will be coming for him tomorrow.

Who Appears

  • Ted
    narrator/protagonist; wakes on the stalled train, discovers Louisa left, searches for her, recalls his father’s death, and is assaulted and robbed of his engraved watch.
  • Louisa
    young woman traveling with Ted; leaves the train at a dangerous station, leaves Ted a drawing and takes her backpack; not seen on-page after departure.
  • The conductor
    train staff; checks on Ted, reports mechanical issues, informs Ted that Louisa disembarked about ten minutes earlier.
  • The artist
    Ted’s late friend; appears in Ted’s memories and in Louisa’s drawing; had engraved the friends’ initials on Ted’s watch and depended on Ted for pill reminders.
  • Ted’s father
    deceased; remembered by Ted for a nightly “Good night, ghosts” ritual and a long illness that dominated Ted’s childhood.
  • Two young men
    new; strangers at the station who feign help, then attempt to force Ted into a car, assault him, and steal his watch.
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