Chapter Fifty-Three
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Louisa, Ted, and Joar process the past and the painting’s fate. Ted leaves to help sell the painting, while Joar comforts Louisa, reframing her as the story’s happy ending and sharing his and Ali’s dreams of an ordinary life. On Joar’s roof, they speak openly about Joar’s care for his disabled father, his mother’s new happy life, his violent offense that led to prison, and his absence during Ted’s stabbing and the artist’s illness. The chapter closes with Joar beginning to tell Louisa the rest of the story.
Summary
In Joar’s kitchen, Louisa reacts to hearing that Kimkim won the art competition, calling it a good, if sad, ending. Ted and Joar exchange uneasy looks, implying there is more to tell. Ted then announces he is leaving to fulfill his promise to help sell the painting, and departs quickly despite Louisa’s alarmed protest.
Left with Joar, Louisa struggles with the idea of wealth from the painting and admits she does not know what to do with the money. She confesses she originally tried to leave both Ted and the painting behind and suggests Joar and Ted should keep it. Joar counters that Louisa herself is the happy ending to Kimkim’s story because Kimkim gave her the painting after seeing her paint. Overwhelmed, Louisa briefly retreats, then returns to gift Joar her drawing of young Kimkim, which moves him deeply.
Joar leads Louisa onto the roof overlooking the town, sharing Ali’s old game of imagining ordinary lives in ordinary houses. He recalls Ali’s longing for a boring, safe family life and confirms a detail Ted once told her about polar bears and penguins. They play the game together; Joar says he would not marry someone ordinary because Ali believed two “broken” people could not be together, and he calls Ali his last love.
Louisa imagines a grand house she would share with her late friend Fish and asks if the game allows living with the dead. Joar agrees and distinguishes “main character” from “hero,” a remark that subtly shifts Louisa’s outlook. They joke about wealth and proximity, and Joar reassures Louisa that Ted will not abandon her; Ted is bad at leaving people.
Louisa notices a wheelchair ramp and deduces Joar cared for his father after the accident. Joar explains his father’s personality changed after the brain injury; the hatred in his eyes disappeared, and Joar eventually called him “Dad” while caregiving. He says he stayed mainly for his mother, who needed help managing the house. Joar recounts his father’s small funeral and the town’s grim pattern of men dying by violence or alcoholism.
Joar shares a rare happy ending: his mother later met a kind, sober man and built a gentle life, even taking up tennis after moving away. Louisa notes Joar still lives in the house; he reveals his ankle monitor and admits he assaulted a man who hit a woman while a child screamed in the car. A letter from the woman’s father later told him they left the abuser, which helped him endure prison. Near the end of his sentence, overcrowding led to his release with an ankle monitor.
Louisa asks if Joar was imprisoned when Ted was stabbed by a student and when Kimkim became ill; Joar says yes to both, weighed down by guilt. He reveals he only saw his friends once after the summer they turned fifteen. At Louisa’s urging for an ending that includes some ordinary parts, Joar takes a deep breath and begins telling her the rest of the story.
Who Appears
- Ted
teacher and childhood friend of Joar and Kimkim; promises and departs to help Louisa sell the painting.
- Louisa
young artist carrying Kimkim’s painting; struggles with the painting’s value, grief for Fish, and fear of abandonment; gives Joar her drawing of young Kimkim; seeks the rest of the story.
- Joar
Ted’s childhood friend; hosts Louisa, reframes her as the happy ending; shares memories of Ali, caring for his brain-injured father, his mother’s new life, and his assault conviction; begins telling the rest of the story.
- Kimkim (C. Jat)
the artist; discussed as winner of the art competition and as the subject of Louisa’s drawing given to Joar.
- Ali
friend remembered by Joar; her game of imagining ordinary lives is recounted; described as Joar’s last love.
- Fish
Louisa’s late friend; Louisa imagines living with Fish in her dreamed-of house.
- Joar’s parents
discussed; father survived the accident with brain damage and later died; mother now lives happily with a kind, sober man.
- Unknown abusive man, woman, and child
discussed; Joar assaulted the man after seeing the abuse; the woman later left him.