The Midnight Library
by Matt Haig
Contents
Equidistance
Overview
Nora relives a childhood moment of nearly drowning, suspended equidistant between riverbanks, mirroring her lifelong paralysis over choices. The memory blends with the library’s shelves, underscoring how her indecision has kept her stuck. Mrs Elm reframes the moment, insisting Nora did choose and survive, nudging Nora toward agency.
Summary
Nora watches her younger self struggle in a cold, fast river, arms aching as the bank never seems closer. The scene overlays with bookshelves, and Nora notices her younger brother Joe and his friends on the far side, unable to see present-day Nora. The memory anchors in the sensory details of exhaustion and fear.
In that delirium, Nora fixates on the word “equidistant,” a clinical term looping in her mind as she remains stuck between banks. The image becomes a metaphor for Nora’s life: caught between options, afraid to commit, exhausting herself without progress.
Mrs Elm, hearing Nora’s thoughts, interrupts the spiral to reframe the memory: Nora did make a choice and survived. This assertion challenges Nora’s self-story of permanent stasis, implying that in moments of crisis she can act, and nudges her toward embracing agency rather than remaining suspended between paths.
Who Appears
- Nora SeedRelives a river ordeal, recognizing lifelong indecision; fixates on “equidistant” before hearing she chose and survived.
- Mrs ElmGuides Nora through the memory, reframing it to highlight Nora’s agency and survival.
- Joe SeedAppears as his younger self on the riverbank, present in Nora’s memory but unaware.