The Midnight Library
by Matt Haig
Contents
If Something Is Happening to Me, I Want to Be There
Overview
Nora and Hugo take their attraction further, but the sex is emotionally empty. Nora realises Hugo’s detachment and reflects on the hollowness of intimacy without presence. This underscores the limits of sliding as a route to meaning, and she slips out of that life moments later.
Summary
Emboldened by recent survival and a new boldness, Nora initiates intimacy with Hugo and rationalises her forwardness through the many-worlds idea, feeling momentarily absolved of choice. When Hugo states he doesn’t share rooms, Nora challenges the boundary, pressing on with the encounter.
During sex, Nora’s thoughts drift to Camus, an involuntary signal that she is disengaged. The philosophical quotations highlight her craving to be fully present and her immediate sense that the experience is not what she wants.
Nora recognises Hugo’s emotional distance: for someone who has lived many lives, he seems most intimate only with himself. She feels unseen, as if absent from the moment, which reinforces the emptiness of connection without true presence.
Moments later, the life dissolves for Nora. She slips out of this branch, the unsatisfying encounter underlining that sampling possibilities without authentic engagement cannot provide the meaning she seeks.
Who Appears
- Nora SeedProtagonist; initiates sex with Hugo, reflects on Camus, senses the hollowness of the moment, and slips out of the life.
- Hugo LefèvreFellow slider; sets a boundary about sharing rooms and is emotionally detached during sex, highlighting the emptiness Nora feels.