Cover of The Midnight Library

The Midnight Library

by Matt Haig


Genre
Fantasy, Contemporary, Fiction
Year
2020
Pages
316
Contents

Antimatter

Overview

Nora’s isolation deepens after she misses Leo’s lesson and Doreen suggests he may quit, while Mr Banerjee no longer needs her help. Back home, social media silence and wine amplify her despair. She leaves Joe a loving voicemail, writes a note, and resolves to end her life that night.

Summary

Five hours before her planned suicide, Nora receives a call from Doreen and realizes she has forgotten Leo’s piano lesson. Doreen explains Leo is with his father and may quit due to other commitments. Nora’s apologies change nothing, and the call ends, intensifying Nora’s sense of failure and futility.

An hour later, Nora meets her elderly neighbor, Mr Banerjee. He shares that the chemist’s delivery boy will now bring his pills, so he no longer needs Nora’s help. The small role she played in his life disappears, reinforcing Nora’s belief that she is unnecessary.

Back in her flat, the silence and reminders of Voltaire’s absence weigh on Nora. She takes antidepressants but fixates on her despair, scrolling through empty social feeds and feeling like “antimatter.” She opens wine, sits at the piano, and thinks of happier moments teaching Leo, which now feel like evidence of loss.

As the wine takes hold, Nora concludes she isn’t made for this life and catalogs the selves she never became. She says she misses those she has loved into the empty room, then leaves Joe a heartfelt voicemail absolving him of blame. With rain on the window and the clock at 11:22 p.m., Nora writes a note and decides it is a good time to die.

Who Appears

  • Nora Seed
    Protagonist; misses a lesson, feels unneeded, drinks, calls Joe, writes a note, chooses to die.
  • Doreen
    Leo’s mother; calls Nora about the missed lesson and suggests Leo is quitting.
  • Mr Banerjee
    Elderly neighbor; tells Nora he no longer needs her to collect his pills.
  • Leo
    Teen piano student; absent but considering quitting, deepening Nora’s sense of failure.
  • Joe
    Nora’s brother; receives her loving, apologetic voicemail before her decision.
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