The Emperor of Gladness
by Ocean Vuong
Contents
Chapter 12
Overview
After a brutal shift, Hai and Russia linger behind HomeMarket sharing cigarettes and stories, and their casual talk opens into a deeper exchange about war, addiction, family damage, and fear. Russia's worry over paying for Anna's rehab reveals the burden he carries, while Hai privately recognizes that their workplace camaraderie has become desire. The chapter matters because it deepens Hai's bond with Russia and ties their uncertain futures to inherited violence and disappearance.
Summary
After clocking out, Hai and Russia stay behind HomeMarket in the dark and pass a cigarette between them, savoring the brief freedom of being off the clock after a punishing day. Russia notices Hai's military-style boots and begins telling a story about his cousin Danil's friend, a veteran nicknamed Dumbass Rob, who emerged from a shed in the middle of a meth binge and recounted a gruesome combat memory. Russia remembers feeding Rob chicken while Danil tried to steady him, and the story turns the boots into a link between war, addiction, and survival.
As Russia talks, Hai studies him closely and realizes how strongly shared labor and proximity have drawn him toward his coworker. Hai notices Russia's sweat, his damaged skin, and the small intimate details of his body, and Hai understands that camaraderie itself can become desire. When the conversation returns to the boots, Hai explains that an old friend first gave him a pair and that his mother later worked hard to buy him the same kind for Christmas, which leads both young men into a brief exchange about their families.
Hai asks about Russia's sister Anna, who has been in rehab in New Hampshire for two months. Russia admits that Anna has already relapsed twice, though the staff say multiple relapses are common, and his usual joking tone drops into worry. Hai keeps his own rehab experience hidden, but he knows, like the rest of the HomeMarket crew, that Russia is exhausting himself with extra work to keep paying for Anna's treatment. Russia says he is used to the fear because Anna is strong like their grandmother, but the strain remains visible.
The conversation shifts again when Russia recalls a story his drunken father used to tell him about a man in a Russian village whose footprints stopped in the snow as if he had vanished mid-step. Hai asks practical questions, but Russia is more interested in the terror and mystery of disappearance itself, imagining people slipping out of the world without explanation. Finally, Hai mentions rumors that the draft might return, echoing something Sony said earlier. Russia dismisses the government and the military with anger, then undercuts the heaviness with a joke that he might let himself get drafted just to get a pair of boots like Hai's.
Who Appears
- HaiHomeMarket worker who smokes with Russia, shares family memories, and realizes his attraction to him.
- RussiaHai's coworker; tells stories about war and disappearance while revealing worry about Anna's rehab.
- AnnaRussia's sister, in New Hampshire rehab, whose relapses drive his fear and extra work.
- SonyHai's cousin, mentioned as army-obsessed and as the source of draft rumors.