Chapter Four
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After scaling down the bone wall, Alice and Peter find only barren desert and make camp. An awkward conversation exposes simmering resentments—Peter has won the Cooke; Alice recalls her Italy trip with Grimes—yet they agree to trust each other. Alice reflects on academia’s brutal incentives and Grimes’s damaging mentorship.
Summary
Alice and Peter down-climb the bone wall, with Peter faring better as the ground draws nearer. They reach a featureless desert and, exhausted and directionless, decide to camp in the wall’s shadow. Night falls utterly dark; they ration Lembas Bread and trade thanks and reassurances that feel more performative than sincere.
Conversation turns to Jacob Grimes. Peter suggests Alice seemed uneasy around him; Alice deflects. Peter then reveals he has won the Cooke Fellowship, triggering Alice’s jealousy and memories of how she’d expected it, then endured evasions from Grimes and the silent disappointment of a never-arriving letter.
Alice retaliates by mentioning last summer’s Italy trip with Grimes—a trip Peter was meant to take. After stiff, petty exchanges, both recognize the futility of feuding in Hell. They apologize, agree to bracket “living-world” problems, and commit to mutual trust. Alice offers space under her hypothermia blanket; they settle awkwardly and sleep, Alice dreamlessly for the first time in months.
In reflection, Alice surveys the academic landscape: alt-ac as coded failure, a shrinking job market, and universities’ gatekeeping of magick. She recalls Dr. Mills’s cautions about Grimes and Olivia Kincaid’s warning that he was a monster. Yet Alice had pursued his favor, believing endurance would win success—and she had nearly made it before everything collapsed.
Who Appears
- Alice Law
Protagonist; manages the descent, camps, clashes with Peter over career envy, reconciles, and reflects on academia and Grimes.
- Peter Murdoch
Struggles but descends safely; reveals Cooke win; spars with Alice, then urges trust and shares her blanket.
- Professor Jacob Grimes
Absent advisor; object of their rescue and debate; brilliant yet controlling mentor who promised, then undercut, students.
- Olivia Kincaid
Former Grimes advisee who called him a monster; burned out and disappeared from the program.
- Dr. Mills
Alice’s Cornell mentor; warned against Grimes and academia’s traps; supported her applications.