Chapter Nineteen

Contains spoilers

Summary

  • Kristina from Orange Tree Publishing expresses sympathy for Maddie's loss and tells her not to worry about work.
  • Kristina understands Maddie's situation as she lost her own parent the year before and offers support.
  • Maddie questions her lack of tears and discusses her feelings of constant sadness.
  • Maddie's friend Nia encourages her to express her emotions and not to hide them.
  • Maddie reveals details about her distant relationship with her reserved and private father to Nia.
  • The financial struggles during Maddie's upbringing are discussed, including issues with paying bills and their eventual move due to financial necessity.
  • Maddie shares intimate memories of her father, including the rare occasions he expressed love openly.
  • Maddie finally breaks down in tears, regretting not seeing her father one last time, and cries on Nia's shoulder for the morning.
  • Maddie returns home to find her mother and brother, with emotions running high.
  • There's a tense atmosphere in Maddie's household, with conflicts between her mother and brother surfacing.
  • Her brother indirectly blames their mother for their father's worsening condition after she returned.
  • Maddie overhears a dispute about a man named Kwaku, hinting at a possible secret her mother is keeping.
  • Maddie struggles with the desire to leave the house that she now associates with her father's absence and death.
  • She copes with denial by repeatedly telling herself she's not really present in the situation.
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