Ruthless Vows
by Rebecca Ross
Contents
12. A Captive Nightingale
Overview
Marisol reconciles with Iris after reflecting on the fate of captive nightingales, realizing that love cannot become a cage, and she sends Iris onward with a meaningful gift. At the same time, Iris and Roman continue their anonymous correspondence, but Roman’s silence reveals how trapped he feels by his missing memories. His dream of first meeting Iris at the Gazette becomes the chapter’s major turn, hinting that his forgotten past and his bond with Iris are starting to resurface.
Summary
On a bright morning after the rain, Tobias drives from River Down to Oath with articles and post, promising to return within hours before the group leaves for Bitteryne the next day. Attie watches him go with visible tension, worrying less about Tobias himself than about what will happen if he does not return. After Attie leaves for a walk, Iris finds Marisol in the garden identifying a bird whose rich song turns out to be a nightingale.
Marisol tells Iris about nightingales once captured for trade and study, explaining that the surviving birds later killed themselves trying to escape their cages because they could not migrate. The story leads Marisol to apologize for how she behaved the previous night. Marisol realizes that trying to keep loved ones close for safety is another kind of captivity, and she chooses to let go of that impulse. To show her care, Marisol gives Iris a small old book about birds and asks Iris to think of her while traveling west. As Iris follows Marisol inside to help prepare welcome baskets for new arrivals in River Down, Iris notices two vultures on a nearby roof and feels a brief omen-like chill.
That night, Roman writes another letter to “Elizabeth,” admitting that he cannot sleep and that, although he knows almost nothing about Elizabeth, he wants to know something about her that no one else does. Iris replies from a laundry room, describing her disheveled state, the bird book at her side, and the bird facts she has learned that day. Iris confesses a new private wish: she wants to become skilled enough to identify birds by song alone. Iris also tells Roman that she is eighteen and asks him to share a fact about himself in return.
Roman does not answer, because he does not know how to confess that he cannot remember his own past. Restless at the abandoned farmhouse, Roman falls asleep and dreams vividly of working at the Oath Gazette before the war. In the dream, Zeb Autry warns Roman that a new female hire will compete with him for the columnist position. Roman watches Iris Winnow arrive, immediately judges her as a threat, then formally meets her for the first time. When Roman takes Iris’s offered hand, the shock of the touch jolts him awake, suggesting that buried memories of Iris and his former life are beginning to break through.
Who Appears
- Iris WinnowReceives Marisol’s apology and bird book, writes Roman as Elizabeth, and reveals a private wish.
- Roman KittWrites to Elizabeth, cannot answer her honestly because of his amnesia, and dreams meeting Iris again.
- MarisolReflects on captive nightingales, apologizes to Iris, and symbolically lets go of overprotective love.
- TobiasDrives to Oath with articles and post, planning to return before the group leaves for Bitteryne.
- AttieWatches Tobias depart and worries about being stranded if he does not come back.
- Zeb AutryAppears in Roman’s dream as the Gazette editor who sets up competition for the columnist position.
- Sarah PrindleAppears in Roman’s dream, enthusiastically welcoming Iris on her first day at the Gazette.