Chapter Thirty
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Reeling from her miscarriage and seeing Joseph “Rye” Walsh alive, Frances “Frankie” McGrath spiraled into insomnia, dependence on prescribed uppers and sleeping pills, isolation, and worsening PTSD. After freezing in surgery and missing a shift, she was placed on leave. Obsessed with Rye, she trailed him to his home, and he later came to her house to explain his past and declare his love; they kissed and decided to sleep together despite his marriage.
Summary
Frankie’s combat nightmares returned, and she began self-medicating with sleeping pills and stimulants, creating a cycle of sedation and agitation. She withdrew from family and friends, overworked at the hospital to avoid being alone, and fixated on a dying patient’s estranged son, Lester, who revealed himself as a traumatized Vietnam veteran; his words, “we’re both the walking dead,” unsettled her.
Spring 1973’s POW homecoming coverage and “Tie a Yellow Ribbon” kept Vietnam in the public eye, intensifying Frankie’s memories. She lied to friends and maintained distance from her parents, who left on a cruise in May, leaving her fully isolated. In June, during a rainstorm that triggered combat memories, she was called into work and, when a gunshot victim arrived, she dissociated in the OR and was removed mid-procedure by Dr. Vreminsky, deepening her shame.
At home, Frankie relied more heavily on pills, missed a scheduled shift, and was formally placed on leave by her supervisor, Geneva Stone, who expressed concern but insisted on a break due to reliability issues. Frankie remained fixated on Rye; seeing him at the beach with his wife, Melissa, and daughter, Joey, she secretly followed them to their San Diego home, saw his painful limp and restraints scarring, and fled in guilt when he spotted her car.
The next day, Rye arrived unannounced at Frankie’s house. After initial resistance, Frankie agreed to talk outside over drinks. Rye admitted he had married Melissa two months before his first tour because she was pregnant, had never worn a ring or spoken of a wife, and had intended to divorce after Vietnam; then he met Frankie and fell in love. He described being shot down, breaking his leg, being captured, tortured, and imprisoned in the Hanoi Hilton for over four years, where letters from Melissa sustained him and POW communication gave him hope.
Rye confessed he could not be intimate with his wife and wanted to be with Frankie, promising to leave Melissa. He revealed he had been grounded from flying. Despite knowing the moral stakes and potential fallout, Frankie admitted her enduring love; they kissed, and when Rye asked for “one kiss, a goodbye,” it turned into a decision to go to the bedroom, implying they would begin an affair while he was still married.
Who Appears
- Frances “Frankie” McGrath
protagonist and surgical nurse; relapses into PTSD and pill dependence, freezes in the OR, is put on leave, stalks Rye’s family, and rekindles an affair with him.
- Joseph “Rye” Walsh
former Navy pilot and ex-POW; married with a daughter, injured and scarred, confesses past marriage and ongoing love for Frankie, promises to leave his wife, initiates an affair.
- Melissa “Missy” Walsh
Rye’s wife; seen at the beach and home with daughter; discussed as the writer of supportive POW letters; marriage shown as strained.
- Joey Walsh
Rye and Melissa’s young daughter; appears playing at the beach and going home.
- Geneva Stone
director of nursing (Frankie’s boss); places Frankie on leave after performance issues.
- Dr. Vreminsky
surgeon; removes Frankie from the OR when she freezes during a GSW case.
- Madge
elderly lung cancer patient; dies after her son arrives.
- Lester
Madge’s son; Vietnam veteran with an Airborne tattoo; arrives to say goodbye, references shared trauma, then leaves abruptly.
- Barb
Frankie’s friend; calls on her birthday and mentions a new relationship with Jere.
- Jere
new; Barb’s new partner, an ACLU lawyer with twin sons (mentioned).
- Bette McGrath
Frankie’s mother (mentioned); previously provided pills dubbed “Mother’s Little Helpers.”
- Henry Acevedo
Frankie’s former fiancé (mentioned via backyard improvements he made).