Orbital
by Samantha Harvey
Contents
Orbit 14, descending
Overview
Orbit 14 is a night chapter of private dreams and childhood origins: Chie’s list-making returns as a lifelong method of containing fear, and Anton’s earliest “spacewalk” play echoes the urge to reach further into the stars.
Nell and Shaun share linked imagery of a circular flame that becomes grief and a typhoon, while Roman’s dream turns his astronaut identity into a jubilant public myth. Chie’s dream intensifies her guilt and devotion to her dead mother into an apocalyptic promise never to leave again, as Pietro sleeps on in stark, quiet awareness of how thin the station’s safety is.
Summary
As the station descends through Orbit 14, the crew sleep and their inner lives surface in dreams and remembered childhood habits. Chie’s old coping mechanism returns: she makes lists of “anticipated things,” a reflex from childhood anxiety that once even shaped her ambition after learning there were no female military pilots in Japan.
Anton’s sleep is threaded with early memories of building a toy spacecraft and “spacewalking” peg astronauts through dust motes lit by his father’s torch, turning play into a desire to catalogue ever more distant stars. In the present, Anton’s recurring moon dream returns again: drifting alone near the moon, Anton hears a murmur become violin music that bends space; overwhelmed by love, Anton peels out of the spacesuit and finds the helmet becomes a hat crowned with a red flower.
Nell dreams she is diving with Shaun to find the Challenger astronauts, carrying a candle whose flame persists underwater. What they find becomes a circular bonfire on the seabed, which they bring back to a rock that serves as a boat, where Nell’s mother holds a small monkey from Nell’s remembered Cape Town. Nell feels she finally understands why she came to space, but grief blows the dream apart, leaving Nell awake with a familiar, old abrasion of loss; as Nell falls back toward sleep, the mother in her mind shifts to Chie’s.
Unknowingly, Shaun also dreams of the same circular, microgravity “doughnut” of fire; it disturbs Shaun with dream-logic that seems to negate God, then transforms into a typhoon spiral like a galaxy. Roman dreams of speaking to an audience, insisting he decided to be an astronaut in the womb; the crowd laughs and applauds, and Roman feels unguardedly happy, seeing his parents and Anton among them.
Chie, half-asleep, dreams she is back at her parents’ seaside house in Shikoku during a typhoon, holding her mother as if her mother is a child. Chie whispers reassurance and promises she will never go so far away again, even as the dream turns cosmic—moon-landing day becomes the moon blown off course and the earth colliding with it—while Chie clings to her mother through the passing millennia. Pietro, by contrast, does not dream: Pietro sleeps deeply, his body calm, as if resting in a wordless acceptance that life and death are separated by only a thin layer of metal, and that existence is both trivial and momentous.
Who Appears
- ChieCopes via list-making; dreams a typhoon at her parents’ home, holding her mother and vowing never to leave.
- NellDreams of diving with Shaun; a circular underwater fire triggers renewed grief for her dead mother.
- ShaunDreams of a circular ‘doughnut’ of fire that becomes a typhoon; shares imagery with Nell unknowingly.
- AntonRecalls childhood space-play; repeats a moon dream where music warps space and love overwhelms him.
- RomanDreams of telling an audience he chose astronaut life in the womb; feels happy as people applaud.
- PietroSleeps dreamlessly and deeply, framed by quiet, existential awareness of life, death, and the station’s thin barrier.
- Chie’s motherAppears in Chie’s dream as a child in her arms, central to Chie’s guilt and promise of closeness.
- Nell’s motherAppears in Nell’s dream holding a monkey; her presence detonates Nell’s buried grief.
- Anton’s fatherIn Anton’s memory, shows him dust motes in torchlight, enabling his imagined starfield ‘spacewalks.’