Cover of The House of Doors

The House of Doors

by Tan Twan Eng


Genre
Historical Fiction, Fiction, Gay and Lesbian, Classics
Year
2023
Pages
322
Contents

Chapter Eighteen

Overview

Having finished telling Willie the story of her life, Lesley feels sadness rather than relief. She leads him on a midnight swim in a phosphorescent sea off Penang, where they shed their clothes and inhibitions in a moment of unexpected joy. When Lesley dives dangerously deep, Willie pulls her back to the surface, and the two float together beneath the stars, intimately bonded by the shared confession and the night.

Summary

Back in 1921 Penang, Lesley finishes recounting her life and marriage to Willie. Rather than feeling unburdened, she is struck by a deep sadness for herself and, surprisingly, for Robert. Restless, she invites Willie for a stroll on the beach, where the night is warm, dark, and breezeless.

Walking along the sand, Lesley spots flashes of blue light in the sea. On a whim, she strips naked and wades in, goading the reluctant Willie to follow. She dismisses any awkwardness, noting Willie's homosexuality and the concealing darkness.

The two swim out into water lit by bioluminescent plankton, igniting cobalt fire with every movement. Their initial reserve dissolves into childlike laughter as they splash through the glowing sea, briefly freed from inhibition and grief.

Lesley dives deep, mesmerised, feeling an almost suicidal urge to keep sinking back through time. Willie grabs her and pulls her up just as her lungs give out. He suggests returning, but she insists she is fine, and the two float together on their backs beneath the stars, drifting in shared silence.

Who Appears

  • Lesley
    Narrator who, after unburdening her past to Willie, impulsively leads him into a midnight swim and nearly drowns diving deep.
  • Willie (Somerset Maugham)
    Lesley's confidant; reluctantly joins her naked swim, shares a moment of joy, and rescues her when she dives too deep.
  • Robert
    Lesley's husband, mentioned only in her newfound, unexpected sadness for him after recounting her marriage.
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