9 One Piece of Armor
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Iris Winnow waited anxiously at home when her mother did not return by evening, distracting herself by reading and writing letters to her anonymous correspondent through the wardrobe. The exchange turned intimate as the correspondent reflected on emotional armor, prompting Iris to share her own vulnerabilities about Forest, her mother, and her writing. The chapter closed with the correspondent accepting Iris’s advice to lower one piece of armor for one trusted person.
Summary
That evening, Iris noticed her mother Aster had not come home and tried to calm herself, reminding herself of Aster’s habits of staying late at clubs or seeking work at the Revel Diner. Anxiety pressed on Iris as she considered how to cope and turned to the typewriter under her bed, the conduit for letters to her anonymous pen pal.
Entering her room, Iris discovered a new letter that had slipped through the wardrobe threshold. In it, the correspondent confessed feeling as if they wore armor others only saw reflected back at them—mistakes, failures, and disappointments—and asked how to change and claim a life without guilt. While Iris reread the letter, a second, apologetic note arrived, saying the writer had only needed to type and that no reply was necessary.
Moved, Iris composed a thoughtful response. She wrote that everyone wears armor, that vulnerability is a courageous strength, and that softening might begin with trusting one person and removing one piece of armor. She admitted her own contradictions: loving Forest’s bravery yet hating his absence, loving her mother while hating the toll of alcohol, and loving words but often despising them. She shared her hopes for Forest’s safe return, her mother’s wellness, and for writing that would matter to someone.
Iris sent the letter and tried to resume work on her essay, though she remained focused on the wardrobe and the unseen person beyond it. She checked the time—half past ten—and contemplated searching for her mother but hesitated to go out alone so late, reassuring herself Aster typically returned when clubs closed at midnight.
A final note slid through the portal. The correspondent accepted Iris’s counsel—“One person. One piece of armor.”—and thanked her, signaling a deepening trust between the two.
Who Appears
- Iris Winnow
protagonist; waits for her absent mother, writes a vulnerable letter about fear, contradictions, and hopes.
- Aster Winnow
Iris’s mother; absent throughout the evening, discussed as struggling with alcohol and seeking stability.
- Anonymous correspondent
Iris’s secret pen pal (identity not revealed to Iris here); initiates a reflection on emotional armor, apologizes, and accepts Iris’s advice.
- Forest Winnow
Iris’s brother; not present, referenced in Iris’s letter as brave but absent at war.